LEAH SIVAN
Reaper
Posts: 175
Age:
30
Occupation:
Reaping Souls
Status:
It's Complicated
Partner:
Remzi Durmaz
Played by:
Jodi
With an angel voice ; devil in disguise
Last seen Sept 24, 2024 15:36:08 GMT
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Post by LEAH SIVAN on Jan 27, 2024 22:37:09 GMT
If it were any other man their number would have been blocked and deleted months ago. Erased off all social media and more importantly erased from her mind. Leah was the one who cut people off, not the other way around. But Remzi was the one who’d brought out the scissors first. His number was still saved in her phone, but she hadn’t spoken to him since she saved him in the woods. She was struggling to accept their situationship (or whatever the fuck they were) was over, but it was apparent they were never going to go back to how they were. Work was the perfect distraction for her. Elias had been waving his fancy stick around, barking orders at the other reapers about the virus and horse riders. Leah didn’t give a shit about the horse riding freaks. She did a quick headcount of all the people she cared about and they were all still present in Mystic Falls. That headcount was one. It was just Remzi. She also checked Raik was still knocking around too, for Remiz’s sake. The large muscle mass was still pouring drinks at Campbells Bar. Outside of that she didn’t really care who was being taken. They weren’t her problem. But it wasn’t something she could say to Elias because he’d get his knickers in a twist and probably get all angry. The second bit was alluring, but also not worth it. So she pretended to give a shit about the virus. Cassie was her saving grace, telling Leah she was working on something because Hector was infected. Perfect. It meant she could drink the bar dry without him harassing her about her tab. To top it off the lanky Canadian had been fired too, which was even better. The loneliness caused by Remzi’s departure had almost become too much for Leah. Too much time alone with her own thoughts was dangerous, plunging her into a pit of despair. She had countless days left on earth, but she was doomed to spend them alone. When she started out as a reaper she was happy to go through life on her own, but then Remzi wormed his way in, leaving a dent on her heart. Regardless, it had driven her to download a dating app and agree to meet a man in Campbells Bar. Thank fuck he didn’t live in Mystic Falls, so she didn’t need to worry about him thinking it would development into something more than a one night stand. After a few hours of drinking she was able to drag him off the Ruby Slipper Club. There was a new face behind the bar in the club though. She could probably squeeze a few drinks out of him for the evening, telling him Hector was cool with it. Usually she’d say that then suggests the person go and check with Hector, if they wanted to. They never did. “Two shots of sambuca, a double gin and tonic and a bottle of cider.” She yelled to the new employee over the music. Her date reached forward, tapping his card to pay for the drinks. She knocked back her shot, as did her date. With a smile on her face she reached up, brushing her thumb over his lower lip to gather the remnants of sambuca off his lips. With her thumb, she parted his lips and his tongue trailed over her skin. Just as they stepped away from the bar another two figures appeared next to them. The sambuca rushed back from the pit of stomach, but she managed to swallow it back. Remzi with another fucking girl. What the fuck? REMZI DURMAZ  |
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REMZI DURMAZ
Vampire
Posts: 96
Age:
33
Status:
It's Complicated
Partner:
Leah Sivan
Played by:
Julia
Last seen Jul 24, 2024 21:56:53 GMT
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Post by REMZI DURMAZ on Mar 11, 2024 20:59:21 GMT
 ━ like sisyphus pushing that rock uphill ━
Some nights, he had nothing to do, and others, he needed an excuse to get to the club. He had to be open to selling, but also appear inconspicuous, so he dragged along some girl he’d met the last time he visited his brother at work. She showed up wearing next to no clothes, so he figured he’d at least have something to do when he went home at the end of the night.
He hadn't expected to see Leah at the bar. He hadn’t expected his heart to squeeze in his chest when he saw her━even before he realized she was with someone. Like, with him━all over him and shit. Remzi quickly corrected his expression, laughing at whatever the dumb bitch said and leaning over to compel free drinks from the bartender. He ordered them both shots, and turned his back to Leah and her man as they took them.
Purposefully, of course, Remzi threw his head back a little too far, and stepped back with the movement, stumbling directly into the dude Leah was with. The shot glass clattered to the bartop as he turned, getting up in the guy’s face. “You fuckin’ push me, man?” He hissed, then let his eyes drift to Leah like he was just noticing her. A smirk crept onto his lips. “Shit, you’re here with her?” He motioned to Leah, taking a small step back, his own date plastered to his side. “Never mind, man━you got bigger problems. Good luck with that shit,” He scoffed, nodding upwards at Leah by way of greeting. “Been missin’ me?” He asked like he hadn’t cried in her lap the last time he saw her, holding onto Leah as if━no, she was his safe place, his lifeline.
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LEAH SIVAN
Reaper
Posts: 175
Age:
30
Occupation:
Reaping Souls
Status:
It's Complicated
Partner:
Remzi Durmaz
Played by:
Jodi
With an angel voice ; devil in disguise
Last seen Sept 24, 2024 15:36:08 GMT
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Post by LEAH SIVAN on Mar 24, 2024 19:34:09 GMT
Some of the shit that went down between Leah and Remzi was never spoken about. Like the fact that the last time they saw each other they hugged each other and cried. They didn’t exchange any words, just cried in silence. Nor did they speak about how when Leah told Remzi his brother had died they sat outside Whitmore House crying. Leah wasn’t sad about Raik dying, but she was sad for Remzi. He had been the only person who’d managed to stir an ounce of empathy in her. Before Remzi she’d never experienced that sickening feeling you get when you see someone you don’t want to see. The feeling that made you want to throw up and hide away. She felt that when she spotted Remzi in the club, cursing herself in her mind for being naive by thinking he wouldn’t be there. It hit even harder when she saw the girl with Remzi. She didn’t let the disappointment wash over her face though, keeping a smile on her face and trying to keep her attention on her date. It was difficult when Remzi had lodged himself behind her date though. Then he stepped back, pushing into her date who stumbled a little before spinning around. Her eyes narrowed at Remzi as he acknowledged her, drifting towards his date briefly. Why was she secretly enjoying his cocky attitude? “Why would I be missing someone like you?” She leaned in toward her date a little, her attention trailing off to the girl who was glued to Remzi’s side who was giving Leah daggers. “You okay? You look a little unwell.” The girl opened her mouth to respond, but instead she vomited on the floor. “Oh dear. You best run off to the bathroom. Clean yourself up.” The girl looked at Remzi in shock before scurrying off through the crowd. “Oops.” Leah looked at Remzi, her lips twisting into a cold smirk. Leah glanced up at her date, effortlessly sliding into his mind to alter what memories he had about what just happened with Remzi. Sadly he had just become a chess piece in Leah and Remzi’s games. The man stepped forward, closing the gap, leaving only inches between him and Remzi. “Did you just threaten me?” His hands came up, slamming hard into Remzi’s chest. Leah could already see the bouncers moving through the crowd towards them. Leah locked her focus on Remzi, causing a small amount of blood to drip from his nose. Turning the tears on had never been easy, but she managed to squeeze a few tears out by the time the bouncers appeared. “This man has just hit my date for no reason.” She stood by Remzi’s side, gesturing at her date. The bouncers grabbed hold of the man, dragging him off through the crowd. As he was leaving Leah mouthed, “Call me.” Mimicking putting a phone to her ear. As soon as the bouncers were out of sight, she wiped her tears away. “Here you go.” She handed the abandoned bottle of cider to Remzi before taking her own drink, “I think your date is gonna be out of action for the evening… wanna dance?” She asked with a smile on her face. It was just like old times. REMZI DURMAZ |
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REMZI DURMAZ
Vampire
Posts: 96
Age:
33
Status:
It's Complicated
Partner:
Leah Sivan
Played by:
Julia
Last seen Jul 24, 2024 21:56:53 GMT
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Post by REMZI DURMAZ on Jun 6, 2024 18:52:24 GMT
━ like sisyphus pushing that rock uphill ━
“‘Cause you can only pick up boring assholes like this guy.” Remzi tilted his chin upward to indicate her “date,” but he didn’t take his eyes off Leah. Unfortunately, the guy was quickly distracted by whatever Leah was doing to the chick Remzi brought with him.
His face twisted in disgust as the smell of vomit clouded the air, and that was the only look he offered the Whats-Her-Face before she ran off to the bathroom. When he met Leah’s eyes again, he couldn’t help the small smirk that lifted one edge of his lips. Now, he just had to get rid of her date.
Was Leah fucking with this guy, too, or was she just dating another posturing asshole? Remzi shoved the guy back, but, before he could land a blow, he felt a weird tickle below his nostril. Remzi reached up, touching the wet spot, then looking at his fingers, seeing the dot of blood there.
Remzi’s gaze snapped up again as the bouncers arrived, but then Leah was at his side, defending him. “Yeah,” Remzi puffed, finally catching on. “Dunno what this c*cksucker’s problem is.” He slid his arm around Leah’s back and used his other hand to wipe the blood away.
Finally, he was alone with Leah. Remzi muttered, “Thanks,” as he took the guy’s p*ssy drink, drained it, then grabbed the drink he’d compelled out of the bartender.
“Guess so.” Remzi shrugged like he couldn’t care less, though there was a small smirk on his lips. “Since you got rid of all my entertainment.” He added, then pulled her to the dance floor, beginning to move with the music while keeping her close. Just like they used to do.
Remzi forgot all about his job and the whole reason he was there that night. Nothing mattered except how the Leah-shaped spot in his arms was finally filled with warmth. Finally someone who fit it perfectly, instead of his usual desperate attempts, like trynna shove a square in a circle-shaped hole━y’know, like one of those baby toys.
After a few drinks, their dancing turned into mindless rubbing against one another, Remzi’s hands on her hips and ass, keeping Leah pressed close. She couldn’t breathe without pushing into him, and that was exactly how he wanted it. Remzi’s lips slid across her collarbone, then up her throat before his teeth closed on her earlobe. “You gotta go downstairs for another date with that bitch, or are you gonna come home with me?” He practically growled.
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LEAH SIVAN
Reaper
Posts: 175
Age:
30
Occupation:
Reaping Souls
Status:
It's Complicated
Partner:
Remzi Durmaz
Played by:
Jodi
With an angel voice ; devil in disguise
Last seen Sept 24, 2024 15:36:08 GMT
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Post by LEAH SIVAN on Jun 18, 2024 19:35:51 GMT
Compared to Remzi, her date was a boring asshole. In fact every man she’d spoken to since she parted ways with Remzi was a boring asshole. None of them ignited the same level of excitement Remzi could. She would go home with some of them, but at the end of the evening she was left wanting more. It was something only Remzi was able to satisfy. Their boring dates had disappeared now though, thanks to Leah. One emptying her guts in the bathroom and the other arguing with the bouncers outside, insisting he’d done nothing wrong. But Leah barely cast him another thought now she was with Remzi. “Your date was a boring arsehole too. She was wearing a bra… how boring can you get?” She flashed him a smirk just as he tugged her off towards the dancefloor. Once they reached a space on the floor she slotted her body into his as they started dancing together. Oh, she’d missed him so fucking much. There was no other place she’d rather be right now. Her hands locked around him, her chest pressed against his with the heat rushing to the surface of her skin. Her body was practically crying out for him. Yearning and aching for him. This was the excitement she’d been looking for in those other men, but failed to find it every time. No one made her feel the way Remzi did, both emotionally and physically. Leah quietly inhaled as he traced his lips up her throat, all the way to her earlobe. She’d promised herself she would never go back to Remzi to protect her own ego, but he was testing her. Then he spoke about Hannya. Was she going to choose him or Hannya? Stupid fucking question. It was Remzi. It would always be Remzi. “I have a date waiting for me outside.” Leah knew she’d be able to call him and apologise for what happened, putting all the blame on Remzi, “I’m sure Hannya is downstairs though if you wanna go and see her.” Hannya would have been in her element if she was nearby now. Soaking up the jealousy seeping from the pair of them. REMZI DURMAZ |
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REMZI DURMAZ
Vampire
Posts: 96
Age:
33
Status:
It's Complicated
Partner:
Leah Sivan
Played by:
Julia
Last seen Jul 24, 2024 21:56:53 GMT
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Post by REMZI DURMAZ on Jul 24, 2024 21:56:53 GMT
━ like sisyphus pushing that rock uphill ━
‘Til she brought up that demon bitch. Maybe it was all Hannya’s fault that they’d split up, but Leah broke her promise. Leah couldn’t stay strong or keep to her word, even for him. The bubble around them cracked a little bit, but Remzi held her hips tighter, his fingertips biting into her skin, like he could keep her there.
He didn’t know what irritated him more━the idea that Leah would run straight to that guy, or that she was insinuating that he’d choose Hannya over her. “Nah, that’s your territory.” He puffed, trying to needle into her the way she was doing to him━maybe more unkindly than they used to play. “You really gonna pass up some shit with her for that douche? Or is it just ‘cause she doesn’t got some other dude waitin’ for both of you?” Remzi scoffed lightly, leaning back to look at her face, though his hands kept her hips pinned to his. “You only like wh-rin’ around and breakin’ promises when there’s more than one of ‘em to fuck with, or what? Finally realized you’re fuckin’ unlovable?” He smirked sourly, though it was only because there was an unfixable ache in his chest. She wasn’t unlovable, because he had loved her, and it turned out that it wasn’t enough.
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LEAH SIVAN
Reaper
Posts: 175
Age:
30
Occupation:
Reaping Souls
Status:
It's Complicated
Partner:
Remzi Durmaz
Played by:
Jodi
With an angel voice ; devil in disguise
Last seen Sept 24, 2024 15:36:08 GMT
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Post by LEAH SIVAN on Aug 16, 2024 21:03:26 GMT
Leah had never been someone who kept her word. Promises were constantly broken with her. But when it came to Remzi she truly did want to keep her promise. There was this potential (although fucked up) relationship in the palm of her hands. It was right there, in her reach. Something she didn’t even know she wanted until she met Remzi. Something she didn’t know she needed. But then it shattered from Leah’s touch. She ruined everything, just like her mom said she would. There was no place in this world for Leah, she was too toxic for it. Despite brushing off what happened between her and Remzi, it cut her deep. The muscles in her jaw flexed as he dug his fingers into her skin. Clearly she’d upset him with her words. Was it the mention of Hannya or another guy?
“You’re just jealous that we invited him and not you.” She snapped back through gritted teeth. Were they really about to have this argument? Right in the middle of the fucking club. She didn’t have the mental stability to stand there and listen to snide comments from him. But then he took it a step too far. Of course he did though, it was Remzi. His comment struck her. Like really fucking struck her. He’d never said anything so cruel before and she was struggling to process it. The words echoed in her mind, mirroring the shit her mum would say to her. Leah’s hands locked around Remzi’s wrists, ripping his hands away from her body. In a flash her right hand was gripping his jaw, holding it tight in her hand. “Fuck you.” Beneath the flashing lights it was evident there were tears starting to glisten in her eyes, “The only reason I went back to Hannya is ‘cause she told me you’d never commit to me… she was right.” Her nails dug deep into his jaw for a second before she eventually let go. “I never wanna talk to you again. We’re done. Enjoy the rest of your eternal life being miserable and lonely.” She took a few steps back from Remzi before spinning around to leave the club. As she rushed through the crowd she quickly brushed a tear from her cheek knowing that was exactly how she was doomed to spend her life. Miserable and alone. REMZI DURMAZ - end  |
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