HAZEL DAMASCA
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Post by HAZEL DAMASCA on Nov 1, 2023 21:50:53 GMT
Hazel knew she could speak to her mom about anything, but technically that wasn’t hundred percent true. There were certain things she couldn’t speak to her mom about, like boys. More specifically Lex. The boy she’d been keeping a secret from her parents for a while because she had no idea how to bring it over dinner. Everytime she went to tell them about him, she’d swallow her words, instead telling her dad dinner was nice. Plus he didn’t seem overly keen on meeting her parents. Everytime she mentioned it he’d groan and ask if it was necessary. Well, yeah, it was pretty darn necessary but each time she played it down a little and found herself agreeing. She’d win himself around eventually, especially after literally saving their life with those weird horse men, who seemed to be scared of her. Now she was at college it was easier to hide Lex from her parents though. No one batted an eyelid when he came into her dorm room. She always preferred him coming over to hers because he lived in a hotel room which had two single beds instead of one. Totally weird. Also there was a pile of girl’s clothing in the corner, which he said must have been left behind by the previous person. There were a few cute tops and skirts Hazel had picked out from the pile but she found it weird that Lex didn’t just throw them out. It was like he was holding onto them for some reason. College was going relatively smoothly but it was a thousand times harder than school. The classes had a million people in them, there were so many books to buy and every week she had an assignment or something due. It was wild how other people in her dorm managed to fit in partying alongside their studying. Hazel felt like she was constantly just treading water, trying to keep afloat, refusing to drown. There was one very very important thing keeping Hazel up at night though. Something more stressful than school. Her relationship with Lex and how she wanted to take it to the next level. Like, they’d taken it to certain levels, but not the full way. The thought of going to the final level made her mouth run dry and caused low level heaving. She tried speaking to Abi about it all, but she was just as inexperienced. There was one person who’d have all the answers. Roxxi. She was like super cool, relatively young and so easy to talk to. Hazel knew she could run into Roxxi’s office with any question, college related or not, and Roxxi would be understanding. More importantly she wouldn’t tell Hazel’s parents either unless it was a life or death situation. She tapped lightly on Roxxi’s office door, waiting to be invited in. Once she heard Roxxi’s voice telling her to go inside she bowled through the door in a hurry. “Oh my gosh I’m stressed! Like I’ve not been this stressed since Katie Gordan told everyone I kissed Ashlee Hawkin's boyfriend… I didn’t even kiss him because he had an awful breath.” She threw herself down on the chair in Roxxi’s office, coming up for air as she did so. “It’s Lex… my boyfriend… I want to, um…” This was so embarrassing. She could already feel the heat running into her cheeks. “I want to have sex with him.” She whispered very quietly, as if it was a taboo subject that needed to be whispered about. Her mom made terrible cringe jokes about it sometimes, but it was never a serious conversation in the house. ROXANNE BRASCHI |
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ROXANNE BRASCHI
Chimera
psychic-skinwalker
Posts: 188
Age:
30
Occupation:
Professor at Whitmore College
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In a Relationship
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Chase Buckley
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Julia
Last seen Nov 11, 2024 20:39:32 GMT
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Post by ROXANNE BRASCHI on Dec 15, 2023 18:15:52 GMT
 ━ i don't know where i'm going, but i sure know where i've been ━
When the knock at the door came, Roxxi’s eyes jumped to it as she sat up. “I have to go, there’s another young mind waiting to be inspired at my door. I’ll text you when I’m leaving. Love you,” She pulled the phone from her ear and called out, “Come in!” as she ended the call and set her phone on the desk.
She figured it would be a student coming to whine about their grade on the most recent test, but, to her surprise, it was Hazel. Immediately, Roxxi’s lips curved into a warm grin, and she lifted her hand to beckon the girl in.
Immediately, Hazel barrelled in, talking like she was already halfway through the conversation and Roxxi was late for it. Roxxi leaned over and shifted the nearest chair so that they could sit on the same side of the desk just before Hazel collapsed onto it, and watched her with a smile. Her problems were a little elementary, but it was adorable to watch. And, well, it wasn’t her fault━part of growing up was being embarrassing and a little annoying. Roxxi wasn’t irritated by her, of course, only that some people might. And, well, Roxxi likely would’ve thought she was annoying if she didn’t know the girl. Hazel was a sweetheart, and Roxxi would’ve ended up loving her as a student even if Frank hadn’t asked her to keep an eye out. Now, though, they got to have a relationship like this, and Roxxi adored it. She’d found the two sisterly relationships here that she’d left behind in New Orleans━older and younger. However, Hazel was a little too blonde and pale to pass as one of her sisters, even Aurora.
“First of all… fuck Katie Gordon.” Roxxi scoffed, then continued, “Second, I’m glad you’re talking it out instead of just throwing yourself at it… or at him.” She smiled, trying not to seem overeager━she buried the rest of the warmth that spread through her chest. This was really nice. Maybe it brought out some motherly instincts on top of the sisterly ones━or were they all the same?
Anyway, she wondered what made Hazel actually want to talk about it. In Roxxi’s experience, it had been based on feelings in the moment instead of an actual plan, but that described most of her life. “Has he been making comments about it, or are you truly ready?” Roxxi asked. She knew Hazel was smart enough to figure it out on her own and to be honest with herself about what she was really feeling. All Roxxi had to do was ask the right questions and support her. Hey, maybe she’d be a good mom if they had a little girl after all. “Remember to use a condom no matter what. And I’m not just saying that as if I’m your high school Sex E.D. teacher,” She raised a brow, “I don’t care what he says. If you want to get pregnant in college and ruin your life, that’s up to you, but just remember: if you catch something, it could leave your insides so fucked up that you’ll never be able to have a child.” She knew Hazel would think about that the next time she was in a relevant situation, and Roxxi smirked proudly at herself, then nodded for Hazel to go on. That was just about the only thing she’d lecture her about━if she was too strict, it would leave Hazel unwilling to talk to Roxxi, and she wasn’t about to mishandle the trust she’d been given.
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HAZEL DAMASCA
Banshee
Posts: 98
Age:
18
Occupation:
Student
Status:
Single
Played by:
Jodi
Girls just want to have funds
Last seen Nov 4, 2024 21:23:17 GMT
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Post by HAZEL DAMASCA on Jan 2, 2024 20:50:05 GMT
Hazel wasn’t sure what would happen if she threw herself at Lex. It was probably a conversation they needed to have too. He was affectionate and everything, but if she literally threw herself at him he’d possibly freak out, run off, delete her number and ghost her. Maybe. As soon as she pushed the door open to Roxxi’s office words spilled out of her like vomit. It was such a stressful situation and she was convinced it wasn’t supposed to be this stressful. Hazel puffed a breath out, “Yes… screw Katie Gordon.” Had she even made it to college? The girl was too busy wrapping her limbs around the boys in school to focus on her school work. Back then Hazel thought it was gross she was kissing the boys at school. Boys had germs and showered once a week. But times had changed. She was older, her thoughts towards boys had completely changed. It was difficult when her parents still treated her like a child. Recently some of their attention had diverted towards Bo though and soon it would be diverted towards their new baby. It was a nice break for Hazel because if they were too distracted with decorating the bedroom for the new baby then they wouldn’t be asking her when she was coming home to visit. She’d only been gone for like two seconds and her dad was acting like it had been two years. Nonetheless she still called home every single night, mainly to ask her dad to check if her chicken was cooked via Facetime. It turned out cooking wasn’t her strong point, just like her mom. Lex couldn’t cook either, so they were stuck eating ice cream and takeout pizza. No wonder people gained weight in relationships.
“Noooo he hasn’t made any comments!” She was quick to say. Oh gosh no. She didn’t want Roxxi thinking Lex had talked her into this. Hazel then felt silent for a moment. Was she ready? How was she supposed to know she was ready? “I think I’m ready… how do you know when you’re ready? Like I want to do it with him and he’s the right person.” Part of her just wanted to get it over and done with it. Her face screwed into a look of disgust for a second. “Ew. I won’t be catching anything off him plus I think he’s a virgin too. I haven’t asked him, but I’m pretty sure… anyway we’ll use a condom!” The thought of walking into a store and buying them made her feel so awkward. Oh gosh, what if the cashier knew her mom? “So, how do I tell him about this? We’ve done stuff but not the main event, y’know.” The last thing she wanted to do was to spell it out to Roxxi, but she knew she’d understand what Hazel meant. “Will…. will it hurt?” She asked quietly. She’d read some awful horror stories online, including a girl on Tiktok who bled for a week afterwards. ROXANNE BRASCHI |
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ROXANNE BRASCHI
Chimera
psychic-skinwalker
Posts: 188
Age:
30
Occupation:
Professor at Whitmore College
Status:
In a Relationship
Partner:
Chase Buckley
Played by:
Julia
Last seen Nov 11, 2024 20:39:32 GMT
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Post by ROXANNE BRASCHI on Mar 3, 2024 22:22:31 GMT
━ i don't know where i'm going, but i sure know where i've been ━
In any case, Roxxi quickly realized that she didn’t exactly know how to define “truly ready,” it was just something Hazel was supposed to know. “Well, I think that’s enough. Be sure that you trust him, and that he’ll be patient with you.” Either way, it was likely going to be pretty bad, and then she’d have to move on and realize there were better guys out there. But Roxxi couldn’t tell her that.
“You can still have something even if you’re a virgin.” Roxxi said matter-of-factly, but she nodded firmly when Hazel agreed to wrap it up. “Good. Let me know if you ever need me to get you some.” She’d much rather do that than have Hazel be too scared to buy any that she went without, and she was sure Frank would’ve preferred the same thing. Plus, Roxxi had extras now that she and Chase didn’t use them anymore.
It was pretty amazing that this guy hadn’t asked or made some sort of comment about it, though. Roxxi would’ve figured he’d get the hint without Hazel having to spell it out, but who really knew with boys these days. They were all far softer than the men Roxxi was used to. “I would just tell him that you’re ready. He’ll know what you mean━he’s probably done nothing but think about it since the first time you kissed.” Roxxi’s lips twisted into a small smirk. “And I’ll be honest with you, yes; no matter how much foreplay you do━which should still be a lot,” She chastised before her tone returned to normal, “It will probably hurt at least a little bit. It’s more… uncomfortable rather than painful. If you’ve prepped enough, it’ll hurt less than period cramps.” She was trying to be positive, but also somehow realistic, while at the same time trying not to scare Hazel. It was a lot to juggle at once and, honestly, Roxxi wasn’t great at the ‘soft, gentle comfort’ thing. “I am warning you, though━nobody’s first time is good. It will probably suck. But the good news is, it can only get better.”
Roxxi grinned as she relaxed back into her chair, taking a sip of her coffee as she glanced over Hazel as though taking stock. “I’ll assume this is another thing you don’t want to be shared with your uncle.” She teased, “Have your parents met him yet? Wait━how long have you two been dating?” Hazel could do what she wanted, but if it was too soon, Roxxi would tell her as much.
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HAZEL DAMASCA
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Posts: 98
Age:
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Post by HAZEL DAMASCA on Mar 18, 2024 15:11:30 GMT
Hazel was the one thinking about the subject. Not Lex. Or at least she didn’t think he was because he hadn’t mentioned the S word at all. She thought boys became all excited and keen when they thought about it. Part of her expected him to bring it up at least once, but maybe he was too much of a gentleman to do so. He was waiting for her to bring the topic to the table. Did she trust Lex? It was a difficult question as their trust to one another had really been tested. Like, she trusted him not to sleep with another girl, so that was enough. Right? He hadn’t done anything to suggest she couldn’t trust him either. Hazel's eyes widened a little when Roxxi mentioned you could still have something even if you were a virgin. There was going to be a lot of Googling when she got home because there were clearly gaps in her knowledge about this type of thing. Another reason she came to Roxxi for some very frank and honest advice. Roxxi would be brutally honest with Hazel, which is exactly what she needed. She needed to speak to someone she could be open with. Someone who wasn’t going to treat her like a little kid. “Maybe.” She said with a small smile, “Buuuuut if I’m saying I’m mature enough to have sex then I’m mature enough to buy condoms.” The responsibility could be passed onto Lex though since it was his… you know. “I was just going to buy the normal ones? I don’t like the idea of those fancy ones.” She’d caught a glimpse of them in the drug store before. Strawberry flavoured ones or ones with tingling sensation. Just thinking about telling Lex she was ready for the big event made her stomach twist and turn. There was a chance she’d vomit on his lap after telling him. It was wild to think Lex could have been thinking about it since they kissed. Meanwhile the only thing that was going through her mind was whether Lex thought she was a good kisser or not. Hazel knew her first time could hurt. It wasn’t like her friends were a bunch of virgins. They spoke about sex and their first time. They all said it would get easier though. “Oh good because period cramps are the worst.” Some of the girls spoke about bleeding too. Hazel prayed that wouldn’t happen. Hazel broke into a wide grin at Roxxi’s comment. “I’m not expecting some Oscar worthy performance from him.” If he was a virgin like her. The mention of her mom had her eyes widened for a second time. “Noooooo don’t tell my mom! She will literally kill me. Bury my body in the backyard.” She’d probably kill Lex first though, then Hazel afterwards. “About six months or so. Well…” She pulled her phone out of her backpack, opening the calendar app, “Five months, two weeks and three days.” She gave Roxxi a sheepish smile as she pushed her phone back into her bag, “My parents haven’t met him yet. I’m scared they’re gonna freak out.” ROXANNE BRASCHI |
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ROXANNE BRASCHI
Chimera
psychic-skinwalker
Posts: 188
Age:
30
Occupation:
Professor at Whitmore College
Status:
In a Relationship
Partner:
Chase Buckley
Played by:
Julia
Last seen Nov 11, 2024 20:39:32 GMT
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Post by ROXANNE BRASCHI on Apr 8, 2024 20:19:18 GMT
━ i don't know where i'm going, but i sure know where i've been ━
She slipped into her next facet of knowledge, which was how badly it was going to hurt, and that the entire experience would likely suck. Roxxi didn’t know anyone who’d had a good first time. There was always hope━and precautions!━but it was more likely that Hazel would experience better sex as she got older, same guy or not. “Good,” One side of Roxxi’s lips pulled into a half grin, “Because you won’t get one.”
As she settled into her chair, asking about keeping this a secret from Frank, Roxxi scoffed lightly as Hazel exploded, begging Roxxi not to tell her uncle. Of course she wouldn’t━she wasn’t a snitch. Roxxi laughed, though she raised a brow as Hazel kept going. “Not that you’re keeping track or anything.” She smiled teasingly, then shrugged.
“You’re the firstborn, right? They might freak out.” Roxxi’s smile was warm as she said it, “But they’ll get over it. You’re growing up━you’re at school now, and you’re not a little kid anymore. They’ll have to accept it… but I’m sure they’ll want to meet him.” God help any boy she and Chase’s daughter brought home.
She checked her phone quickly, then her dark eyes jumped back to Hazel. “I have a class in ten minutes. Walk with me there,” Roxxi said as she stood, picking up her purse and slinging it over her shoulder. She walked side-by-side with Hazel to her next class, having to hold herself back from linking arms with the girl as she did. She bestowed more of her knowledge but, ultimately, she was an unbiased ear for Hazel, and Roxxi loved playing this role for her.
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