LEAH SIVAN
Reaper
Posts: 175
Age:
30
Occupation:
Reaping Souls
Status:
It's Complicated
Partner:
Remzi Durmaz
Played by:
Jodi
With an angel voice ; devil in disguise
Last seen Sept 24, 2024 15:36:08 GMT
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Post by LEAH SIVAN on May 5, 2023 14:33:54 GMT
Whatever Leah and Remzi had going on with each other seemed to be working well. The arguments had died down and they weren’t trying to fuck each other over constantly. It was almost as if they were a couple, except Remzi was due to marry another bitch. He promised her Ayla was nothing to him and for the first time Leah found herself actually believing the words that were coming out of Remzi's mouth. Usually she would be calling bullshit on everything, but maybe he was telling the truth about Ayla. Also, it wasn’t as if Ayla seemed all that interested in Remzi. It was just a green card wedding and why did it matter to Leah? It wasn’t like she was desperate to walk down the aisle and take Remzi’s surname. Nonetheless, she actively kept out of Ayla’s way and made sure her name never cropped up in conversations with Remzi. Everything was going swimmingly well bar one tiny tiny problem. Hannya. Her and Remzi had come to an agreement to leave Hannya out of the picture from now on. On top of that there was an unspoken agreement that they were going to stop sleeping with everyone and anyone in Mystic Falls. Again, Leah believed him until Hannya planted a seed in her head and it was stupid of Leah to let it grow, but it did. Not only was Remzi getting married, but he was also jumping into bed with every female within a five mile radius, so where did Leah fit into that? She didn’t. Or at least that’s what Hannya had convinced her to think and as much as she hated listening to the demon she did have some valid points. Remzi couldn’t be trusted and he would break their promise soon, so it was a race to see who would do it first. Leah wanted to make sure it was her that took first prize. Afterwards she wasn’t filled with a sense of pride though, instead she felt guilty to the point she regretted what happened between her, Mitch and Hannya, but she kept quiet. The guilt ate away at her slowly. The whole living situation hadn’t sorted itself out either. Leah only went to Hannya’s apartment to change clothes. It wasn’t like she needed to sleep or eat any food. She kept her visits short and brief, not wanting to see Hannya or Ayla. The only person she wanted to see was Remzi, a voice that she could hear from Hannya’s bedroom when she arrived that morning. Should she have known better? Probably but it didn’t cross her mind that Remzi was going to be in there with Hannya. “What the…” fuck. Her eyes locked with Remzi for a brief second before she darted out of the bedroom, back into the kitchen. REMZI DURMAZ  |
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REMZI DURMAZ
Vampire
Posts: 96
Age:
33
Status:
It's Complicated
Partner:
Leah Sivan
Played by:
Julia
Last seen Jul 24, 2024 21:56:53 GMT
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Jun 2, 2023 15:43:42 GMT
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Post by REMZI DURMAZ on Jun 2, 2023 15:43:42 GMT
 ━ like sisyphus pushing that rock uphill ━
Wasn’t supposedta become a vampire.
He usually had someone else to blame for that shit━some reasonable and some not━but this? This was actually Leah’s fault. Hannya had the ability to lie, obviously, but why lie about something that was so likely to be true? She had enough details for Remzi to believe her, and while he didn’t have to sleep with Hannya directly after, it was the only way to ease the burn in his chest. At least temporarily.
Hannya let him have the whole thing. Not just her body, but her blood, too━an endless fucking supply. Really, what else could Remzi ask for, right? And she never whined and bitched at him; she was so easy. She didn’t yank him around by the balls like Leah did. Didn’t try to control him. Leah could do whatever the fuck she wanted, so why couldn’t he?
And if that was true, then why did it still hurt?
Buried in her, his fangs latched onto her neck, Remzi tried to pour all his grief and confused feelings into Hannya. She wanted them━being a, like, princess of darkness or whatever. Maybe she needed them. Remzi tried to pass along as much as he could, but it never seemed to fully dissipate from his insides. So, he tried harder.
Thank fuck his energy never took a hit anymore. He felt like he’d been in her room for hours (though it wasn’t really that long), and sweat dripped from both of them, making his fingers slip along her skin as he moved her. Remzi flipped onto his back, taking a break from the blood for a minute, though it was still smeared over his mouth and into his beard. He couldn’t hear anything but their heavy breathing, his grunts and Hannya’s gentle sounds.
He didn’t know Leah was there ‘til she was in the room, and he didn’t know why it made his chest hurt even more. He didn’t owe her shit. She did it first. She didn’t have a fucking right to be upset.
Remzi stared at her from around Hannya’s hip, and saw Leah rush out, and━despite Hannya’s attempts to keep him in the room━he shuffled out from under her, half-tossing Hannya onto the bed.
He pulled on some underwear before darting out after her. Seeing Leah in the kitchen (and not halfway out the door), he puffed and followed, running his fingers through his hair to brush it away from his face. “Thought you were out,” He muttered. He wasn’t gonna apologize. He didn’t even know why he’d raced out; Remzi only knew that feeling, the same one he used to get when he was little and got in trouble. He hadn’t felt it since the age of, like, seven, but it was back, and it was fucking intense. Worse without Hannya. Like there was a fucking hole in his chest, and Leah was holding the shotgun.
“Know we said we weren’t gonna do that shit anymore, but… you fucked around first, right? With that face-changing dude at the club. So, free game, right?” He laughed like it didn’t still hurt.
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LEAH SIVAN
Reaper
Posts: 175
Age:
30
Occupation:
Reaping Souls
Status:
It's Complicated
Partner:
Remzi Durmaz
Played by:
Jodi
With an angel voice ; devil in disguise
Last seen Sept 24, 2024 15:36:08 GMT
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Post by LEAH SIVAN on Jun 28, 2023 17:51:16 GMT
As soon as her eyes laid on the pair of them she felt her stomach drop so fucking hard she was convinced she was about to sick. It was the same feeling that washed over her when she found out the truth about her dad. Pure dread and betrayal to the point nothing made sense. It hurt so fucking much, like a searing hot knife driving through her chest. Despite the shaking she was feeling in her legs she managed to drag herself out of the bedroom. Away from them. What the hell had he done to her? He’d turned her into this person that was full of soppy feelings and emotions, but it was obvious he didn’t care about her. He’d broken their promise too. She turned to face him as he rushed out the room, “Don’t worry I just came to pick something up… I’ll be gone in a second.” So they could get back to doing their thing. Her gaze flickered towards the bedroom door for a second as she thought about running in there and clawing Hannya’s eyes from her skull for touching Remzi, but she knew didn’t stand a chance against the demon. So, she brought her attention back to the kitchen trying to find something she could pick up, pretending she’d come for that so she could leave. Fuck, there was nothing in sight. Leah looked back up at Remzi as he spoke, rounding his sentence off with a laugh. A fucking laugh, like this whole thing was a joke. She was about to crumble and cry because she’d fucked up something meaningful and for what? Because she’d convinced herself Remzi was going to do it first, but he hadn’t. He’d taken second place and it still didn’t take away the fact he’d crawled into bed with Hannya. “Nah you fucked around first when you agreed to marry that bitch to please dear mummy.” It was delusional of her to think that they could work something out between them. There was no room for her in that green card marriage. “What did you think was gonna happen? I wait around until Aileen dies? Please.” She scoffed as she glared at Remzi. The sorrow was slowly morphing into anger the more she thought about Remzi and his new wife. “I was there for you every single fucking day after Raik died. I helped bring him back from the dead and what do you do? Toss me aside for your wish dot com bride… I should have known you’d do this.” Their relationship, or whatever the hell it was, was full of red flags but she ignored him. Leah had let him see a part of her no one had seen before, but now she was regretting ever letting him close to her. REMZI DURMAZ |
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REMZI DURMAZ
Vampire
Posts: 96
Age:
33
Status:
It's Complicated
Partner:
Leah Sivan
Played by:
Julia
Last seen Jul 24, 2024 21:56:53 GMT
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Post by REMZI DURMAZ on Jul 18, 2023 18:57:17 GMT
━ like sisyphus pushing that rock uphill ━
She stood awkwardly in the kitchen, not grabbing anything, just proving that she was lying. He already knew as much, but he wanted her to sit in the shit, the fucking mess that she’d created.
He scoffed, shaking his head as he brought up the chick his mom had sent for him. “Nah, you knew what that shit was from the start,” the line of his mouth hardened as he stared, slowly drained of all the possible amusement that could be gained in this fucking scenario.
He’d never given a shit about Ayla. His mom wanted him to marry her; he’d never agreed━never even had a fucking choice. He wasn’t gonna. And what did it matter to Leah? She pretended she didn’t give a shit just as much as Remzi did, but, even with all their complicated shit, why did Ayla matter? Why did Leah even fucking care? They obviously weren’t really engaged. He hadn’t chosen anybody (except his mom) over Leah.
As Leah grew angrier, so did Remzi. He didn’t want to. He tried not to. But she was showing her belly in a way, and he wasn’t gonna back down. He did care. He didn’t wanna lose her. He’d felt like Hannya had punched him in the fucking gut when she told him, and now Leah was saying it was his fault.
“Shut the fuck up about that.” He snapped first, slamming his hand on the edge of the counter to accentuate his words. Every fibre of his being felt like it was on fucking fire and Leah was just stoking the flames. “I didn’t do shit. I didn’t choose you over anybody, and you fucking know it,” He stalked closer, getting close to Leah like he could intimidate her, fire flashing in his eyes as he glared back.
“This ain’t about Ayla. It’s about that big fuck, whatever the fuck his name is. You got him to show you his special talents, huh?” Hannya’s words, not his, “Didn’t even think about saying no to Hannya after you fucking promised you wouldn’t do shit with her. This is you, Leah.” He jabbed a finger in her direction, “Not me. You fucked up.” And he wouldn’t get blamed for it when he was already dealing with enough bullshit━including Ayla.
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LEAH SIVAN
Reaper
Posts: 175
Age:
30
Occupation:
Reaping Souls
Status:
It's Complicated
Partner:
Remzi Durmaz
Played by:
Jodi
With an angel voice ; devil in disguise
Last seen Sept 24, 2024 15:36:08 GMT
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Post by LEAH SIVAN on Jul 28, 2023 20:59:58 GMT
It was moments like this she’d hated what they’d become. So many fucking emotions involved in something that was suppose to be temporary. They were only going to last a few months, but here they were two years later. She’d invested so much time in Remzi and she had to be the one who ruined it all because of a few words Hannya said to her. She tried to use Ayla as an excuse, but Remzi wasn’t having it. So, in true Leah style she moved onto a sore subject in an attempt to dig at Remzi. She wanted to hurt him, have him feel the pain she was feeling. Her body didn’t flinch as his hand came slapping down on the countertop. Perfect, she’d hit the sweet spot by mentioning Raik. But it didn’t help her feel better because his words stab through her like a hot sword. No matter what happened, he’d always chosen her just how she’d always chosen him. She looked up at him, her eyes filled with anger, as he towered over her looking at her in exactly the same way. “No, you chose her… you’re marrying the bitch for crying out loud.” Jesus, she wished Remzi would grow a fucking backbone and tell his mum he wasn’t marrying Ayla. Hannya had successfully stirred the pot by mentioning Mitch’s party trick. She swallowed harshly as she felt the heat coming from Remzi as he was pushing it all down on her. He’d forced her into a corner with no way out. The excuses had run dry, she knew that, Remzi knew that. She forcefully pushed his finger away from her, “This was never gonna work out anyway so whatever.” It was difficult for her to play the whole thing casually when it was tearing her apart inside. Her voice broke a little as she spoke, emotions bubbling at the surface. They were impossible to ignore, slowly taking control of Leah. “You should know by now that I fuck things up.” She cleared her throat as her voice crackled again. It was stupid of him to trust Leah in the first place. “I think it’s best if I move out.” Leave him be with Hannya and Ayla because she wanted no part in that situation anymore. REMZI DURMAZ - wanna wrap with yours? |
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REMZI DURMAZ
Vampire
Posts: 96
Age:
33
Status:
It's Complicated
Partner:
Leah Sivan
Played by:
Julia
Last seen Jul 24, 2024 21:56:53 GMT
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Post by REMZI DURMAZ on Aug 23, 2023 17:41:01 GMT
━ like sisyphus pushing that rock uphill ━
“You’re so fucked in the head.” Remzi puffed out an exasperated breath, pushing his palm’s heel into his forehead. He didn’t know how to fucking talk to her, especially not when she was in full Crazy Bitch Mode. He couldn’t get his point across ‘cause she wasn’t listening. She didn’t want to. Why the fuck did it matter if he married Ayla if they’d both been fucking other people for years? If Leah kept fucking other people even after agreeing to stop? He hadn’t laid a fucking finger on Ayla yet, and suddenly Leah couldn’t fucking stand her━as if she’d ever been a threat, or had ever held a candle to Leah.
He rushed forward to tower over her━as if anything could intimidate Leah into telling the fucking truth━and shoved his finger at her, though a moment later he worried she’d snap it in half. Leah spared him, though, instead pushing his hand away and feeling fucking sorry for herself, as if that would work. Remzi didn’t move━stepping away felt like giving up, but his chest felt like a giant crack was running through it. Like in movies where there’s a big earthquake and the ground starts moving apart.
“Yeah? Me too.” That’s what he’d liked about Leah. It was always her fault, too. They were the dregs of society that nobody fucking liked or wanted━but they wanted each other. At least, they used to. Now Leah was making up every excuse just to get rid of him. She wasn’t even trying.
He could hear it in her voice, though. The air changed, and he felt a thickness in his throat, like really bad dry mouth. Leah was upset, too, but clearly not enough to keep him. “You think?” Remzi scoffed. He didn’t know where he was gonna go━‘specially now that Raik was gone, too━but it was obvious Leah couldn’t stay here. But whatever, if all bets were off with Hannya, then why the fuck should he leave?
“Go see if that face-swapping asshole has an extra bed. See how long he’ll deal with your crazy ass.” Remzi grumbled and finally stepped away, shaking his head as he turned and walked back to Hannya’s room, slamming the door behind him. Fuck Leah for all the shit she’d put him through. He was fucking aching from the inside out, and she didn’t seem to give a fuck. She didn’t even have a half-decent excuse.
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