CLEA GIVENS
Psychic
Posts: 320
Age:
30
Occupation:
Bartender at the Grill
Status:
Interested In
Partner:
Damian
Played by:
ANGE
Last seen Nov 20, 2024 19:58:46 GMT
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Post by CLEA GIVENS on Nov 27, 2022 16:45:18 GMT
The place looked a little different when you weren’t being carried in bride style, half out of your mind from blood loss and being compelled. Clea stood on the sidewalk, toes right up to the edge of the path. Her gaze flitted from window to window, fingers creeping up to her throat. The fang marks had healed, not so much as a faint dimple left in her skin to show where Damien’s sister had taken a little nibble. Her memory hadn’t healed the same way though. Maybe it was for the best.
Fractured images of the alleyway had flickered through her dreams what had felt like a hundred times since. Pain lancing through her throat that she couldn’t complain about, although something inside her head screamed that it was wrong. Move, move, move, knock her on her ass! One night she’d woken then, before he’d appeared in the mouth of the alleyway like some knight in shining armour – minus the horse of course – hands flung out, the lamp shooting across the room to shatter against the door. Curling back into the tangled sheets, Clea had tried to layer what had happened after over them. His fingers gentle against her throat, that crooning voice and the warmth of the body against hers that had soothed her into sleep that night.
Good turned to bad, right in there. Now she was going to reverse it and that was tearing a hole right through her. Damien deserved the choice, even if every way out of it she’d tried to find in those dreams, clinging to the shreds of them even after she should’ve woken herself up, had turned bad.
Staring down at her feet, she nudged a toe forward, breaking that line between sidewalk and house. There’d been no trepidation any other time they’d been back there, but this time it felt as though just taking that first step would set all this into motion and Damien would be the one hurt, his blood slick on her hands as she tried to save him.
Coward!
The universe had already proved to her that her chickening out wouldn’t allow things to change at all. If she didn’t tell Damien that she knew where his sister was he’d find out some other way and then she wouldn’t be there to try and talk him out of it, or to step in and try to change that ending.
Clea cursed under her breath and forced herself forward. The first few steps were stiff, her knees feeling as though they didn’t want to bend, then they gave and she was almost rushing forward to punch at the doorbell. Repeated little jabs at it until she was sucking in a breath and stepping back. She balled her hands up around the cuffs of her sweater, curling her fingers tight enough to cut off the circulation. God, how did the best case scenario suddenly end up him not being home?
She drew in another breath, scrubbing her hands over her face to try and rid herself of that image of him behind her eyes. So still, bleeding, his sister looming over him, the scream tearing its way out of her throat. Clea sniffed it all back as the door opened, trying for a smile, although you could barely call the twitchy curl of her lips that. ”Hey. I … I wasn’t sure you were going to be home.” A hard swallow didn’t shift the lump in her throat as she took a slow step back towards him. ”We need to talk.” Right, make it sound as ominous as possible, that was gonna make the whole thing easier. Clea reached out with those cold fingers, curling them lightly around his forearm. If only she’d been born with the ability to project her thoughts into other people’s heads instead of being stuck with them just trapped in hers.
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DAMIAN
Demon
Posts: 52
Played by:
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Last seen Nov 19, 2024 19:53:23 GMT
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Post by DAMIAN on Nov 27, 2022 17:32:39 GMT
━ i know what i am when you're here ━ There's an old saying that goes: To know your enemy, you must become your enemy. But how would that apply when your enemy's related to you by blood? Sure, it might not be the blood of the meatsuit he was currently possessing, but beyond that, lays a boy who once dearly loved his sister and wished no harm upon her. The same boy who'd given up his future in order to bring her back. It wasn't only his future that he had to give up, but more than that. His own very soul, the one thing that differentiated him from his peers. Sure, the lack of money back then had also been something that made him and his sister different, but it did not have the same value as your own soul. Otherwise, the demon would've asked for millions to bring her back. Damian wasn't sure he had it in him to kill his sister, but she was already treading on mighty thin ice. Would she not rather have her brother drive a stake through her heart than a stranger? With the bodies left in her wake, it was only a matter of time before she's hunted down. But then again, there was that part of him that wished to forgive her for her actions for he was flawed as well. Hell, he was a fucking demon, probably more damned than a vampire, no? But, his heart was as black as the suit he had on. Forgiveness wasn't his strongest suit. She had made him feel like his sacrifice meant nothing to her. He did not subject himself to endless torture at the hands of the most sadistic demons only for him to realize that he'd done it all for nothing. The same sister he'd tried to save was already gone.
It was a hard pill to swallow for Damian. Or maybe it wouldn't have been if he'd acted like a demon, but rather he was experiencing these mixed emotions when his first instincts should've been to kill with no questions asked, so why? Why the hesitation? Why did familial bonds matter? None of these things should've mattered. Maybe something was wrong with him. Maybe a visit to hell was in order to get those feelings tortured out of him so that the only thing left behind was a machine designed to inflict pain upon others.
But there was something holding him back. Or rather, someone. Before he could dive further into his own thoughts, he was interrupted by the sound of the doorbell ringing numerous times. Damian considered ignoring the doorbell, not really feeling like he was in the mood to talk much, let alone listen to some girl yap about selling her cookies for a cause. He was in mourning for Lucifer's sake.
Not for himself, but for his sister's soul. Was it not better to prepare for the occasion in advance so he wouldn't freeze? He'd much rather drown his emotions to not let them get in the way. Damian sighed and downed his drink in one go before he placed it down and began heading toward the door with determined steps. "For the last time, I don't want any of your sugar-free, dairy-free, gluten-free awful tasting cookies━" Damian ranted before even seeing who was on the other side. If his eyes met a girl scout he'd take all of her cookies only to trample them below his heel while she watched in despair. But instead, his eyes relaxed on someone else entirely. "Oh," he breathed out, his surprise still evident on his face.
"Ah, my apologies. If I had known you were on the other side, I would've opened a lot quicker." Damian apologized with a small smile tugging at the edges of his lips before his smile fell slightly when he noticed that there was something off about Clea. He couldn't place what it was, but he'd already decided that he hated seeing her like this. He watched as she took a step toward him and uttered those four words that caused concern to bubble in the pit of his stomach ━ another emotion he wasn't supposed to have ━ and looked down at her fingers curled around his forearm which prompted him to move his hand down to rest it atop herself. He wasn't sure if he was the one running warm or if she were icy to the touch.
He figured that he ran warm no matter the temperature, demon and all, so he settled on it being the latter. "Have you been standing out here for long? You're cold, sweetheart." The pet name slipped without permission and it was already too long for him to take it back. He patted her hand gently and nodded his head. "Come inside, I'll get the fireplace going." He attempted to hold her hand in his own, giving her free reign to take her hand away if that was what her heart desired and began making yet another attempt to lead her into his home, making sure to shut the door behind him. Before initiating a conversation first to understand what was wrong with Clea, he departed only momentarily so he could get the fireplace going and only once he was satisfied with the warmth seeping from the fireplace did he turn to look at Clea, disposing of his jacket since he was bound to get too warm now with the fireplace emitting waves of warmth."You look rather worried. Is something the matter? Did somebody bother you? If so, I need only their name and I'll take care of the rest."
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CLEA GIVENS
Psychic
Posts: 320
Age:
30
Occupation:
Bartender at the Grill
Status:
Interested In
Partner:
Damian
Played by:
ANGE
Last seen Nov 20, 2024 19:58:46 GMT
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Post by CLEA GIVENS on Nov 28, 2022 14:55:51 GMT
The apology almost bubbled out of her throat immediately. She could’ve called, could’ve text, even sent up some sort of smoke signal as a warning. It was polite and manners - most of them anyway - were one of the only things that had stuck with her from childhood. The problem was that those calls and messages were easier to duck out of. You changed the subject, you ended them quickly, before the words spilled from your throat and thumbs. Here it was harder to hide it all, even if you were clinging to a box of Thin Mints and wailing that it was for charity.
It seemed that right now, those would be about as welcome as the news that Damien would meet his sister and get his ass kicked - possibly even killed - for it. Now she knew how Pandora felt - and her parents, they’d known the truth all along and had wanted to shield her from it - knowledge was a burden. His oh felt like it caught in her own throat. Clea tried to swallow it back, her brows furrowing when she realised she couldn’t. ”No, my apologies. I should’ve called first. You were … busy …” There was a hint of a question in her voice that tailed off as he smiled. She’d interrupted something given the look on his face when he opened the door. He hadn’t wanted to, but would have for her. That warmed something inside, although it didn’t reach her fingers. The feeling in her throat thickened as Damian covered her hand with his, his expression shifting as he seemed to realise something was wrong. He was warm, had been that first time too, when she’d gone to sleep curled up against him and had woken up unsure of where she was, but toasty. Heat rose to her face, but none of it could rid the ice in the pit of her stomach.
Clea pressed her lips together and shook her head at his question. Maybe a few minutes, but cowardice wasn’t the cause of that chill. Her hand squeezed on his arm, the sweetheart making the backs of her eyes ache. ”Not long. You didn’t keep me waiting long.” It had felt like only a blink of an eye from when she’d been leaning on the doorbell to him opening it up. Not long enough for the nerves to bite too deep again. Now it felt like she had all the time in the world. ”You don’t have to go through all that trouble for me…” she started. Maybe it would make it easier somehow though. Some distraction from what she was about to lay on him.
Damian reached for her hand and Clea took it. Somehow it felt easier to breathe, to swallow away that uncertainty when his fingers were wrapped around hers. A shield he’d offered since he’d walked into that alleyway and had found his sister feeding on her. She squeezed it as he drew away to light the fire. Clea drifted just a few steps away, her arms crossed over her chest, hands cupping her elbows as she watched. He’d have given her dad a run for his money with how fast he’d got it burning for her. Her hands drifted up, rubbing her biceps as the heat began to wash across the room. ”I think you know her name already,” she said wanly. Oh, she believed he would’ve done it, squaring off against whatever threat came her way, playing that white knight for her again.
Now she needed to be his. Clea extended her hand to him, tipping her head up to look into those dark eyes. Her dad had always taken it easy with band aids, always oiling them before he took them off, but this was one she needed to just rip off, no matter what. ”I had another dream.” It had been one that had led him to him before, to stand between him and the guy holding the cards where it came to his sister’s location. She’d seen temper flare, like the flames he’d just stoked, in his eyes then, had tried to soothe the burn of them by sweet talking the information about the hotel out of him. It had been a bust, but from the looks of things Damian’s sister had decided to return to the scene of the crime. ”About your sister, and you. She’s back at the hotel … now I think … but if you go there …” She swallowed hard, shaking her head. ”You’re going to fight and it’s not going to go well. You’re going to …” Her frown deepened. Clea lifted her other hand, her fingers grazing his cheek lightly. Blood there later, staining his lips, his life slipping away.
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DAMIAN
Demon
Posts: 52
Played by:
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Last seen Nov 19, 2024 19:53:23 GMT
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Post by DAMIAN on Nov 28, 2022 19:09:46 GMT
━ i know what i am when you're here ━ Damian was momentarily bothered by the interruption but as soon as his eyes relaxed on Clea, he forgot all about his plan to mourn his sister in advance. She deserved it, did she not? To be remembered. Perhaps not as her current version ━ nobody liked that one ━ but rather the older version of her. The one that Damian once loved with his entire being. Back then, she was all he had and vice versa, but now he could barely find it in him to look at her for a prolonged period of time. Maybe he shouldn't judge when he was just as rotten if not more. But, the choice to become a demon was pretty much made for him while it seemed his sister had made the conscious choice to become a vampire, choosing to trample his sacrifice below her red heel. Damian's lips stretched into a gentle smile before he shook his head. "I'm never busy when it comes to you." Damian admitted, not finding it necessary to sugarcoat his own feelings. "If anything, I should be the one to apologize for the cold greeting. I was..." Damian offered a vague gesture as if that one gesture could explain the thousands of emotions running through him. "In a mood." He concluded instead, his lips stretching into a brief smile before he shook his head. "But, I'm much happier now that I've seen you."
Damian was rather pleased to hear that he hadn't kept Clea waiting for long. Then came her next words and he gently shook his head. "Oh, but I must. I don't want you getting sick." Now with her hand clasped in his own, Damian guided Clea into his home and closed the door after her, guiding the two of them toward the fireplace where he momentarily parted so he could get the fire going for her with ease. Damian straightened up shortly after before turning his attention back to Clea. The other looked like she was currently carrying the weight of the entire world on her shoulders and it left a bitter taste in his mouth. He wanted to gather all of her worries and carry them instead.
The answer to his question made a frown tug at his features. He didn't even have to think for long. The name popped up within seconds in his mind. "Alina..." The name left a bitter aftertaste that he longed to wash away with the strongest drink he had in his collection. Clea's extended hand was what brought him out of his own head and back to the current moment as he reached for her hand, dark eyes fixed solely on Clea. "Oh." Damian replied, his lips pressing into a thin line.
When Clea revealed that his sister was back at the hotel, he nearly felt a fire build beneath his feet and it was that same fire that nearly made him head toward the door to get over the whole face-off so he could kick back afterwards and enjoy a drink or a hundred. But there was something about the way Clea spoke that made him feel like there was something he needed to know first before reuniting with Alina yet again. "Little one, I know what I must do. If you're worried about my feelings after defeating Alina, then you needn't worry. I'm prepared for what needs to be done." He gently reassured Clea with a small smile tugging at his lips. Damian was so confident in his own abilities that he wasn't even considering the fact that he might lose the fight. The way his smile melted off his lips would've been comical in any other scenario. His lips parted as he felt Clea's light touch, the way she grazed his cheek.
"Die." He finished for her, a brief laugh of disbelief falling from his lips. With his hand resting on top of Clea's, he gently brought her hand down before he leaned back from the touch altogether and took a step back before he turned his back to Clea, his expression barely schooled. Damian worked his jaw as he began heading toward the cart that had his desired drink resting on top and poured himself a drink hurriedly before he downed it in one go. "She actually kills me..." Damian slammed the glass down with a barely suppressed scoff. "The nerve..." Damian's tongue rushed over the surface of his bottom lip, his back still facing Clea. With the way he could barely control his own emotions, he didn't want to show her the ugly side of him once more. He'd much rather keep it concealed and tucked away to never see the light of day once again. "Is this the thanks that I get?" Damian's jaw tensed as he reached out to pour himself yet another drink.
"Ungrateful brat. I should've left her there to rot. At least then I wouldn't have ended up like this." Damian gestured to himself with a scoff following before he downed the drink in a quick go before he turned to face Clea, his anger melting away the second his eyes relaxed on her. She held a strange power of him, one that he easily succumbed to.
"Thank you, for telling me. I understand that must've been difficult for you to see." Damian's tone was much calmer, but his shoulders were still rigid. "But you must understand that she's my problem. I brought her back. I should be the one to ━" Dispose of her, he wanted to say, but right now, he didn't feel the same urge not to sugarcoat things. That urge only appeared whenever he had any sort of violent thought. "Stop her. I can't turn my back on her. Not when I cannot guarantee that she won't hurt you... I have to do this."
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CLEA GIVENS
Psychic
Posts: 320
Age:
30
Occupation:
Bartender at the Grill
Status:
Interested In
Partner:
Damian
Played by:
ANGE
Last seen Nov 20, 2024 19:58:46 GMT
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Post by CLEA GIVENS on Nov 30, 2022 23:02:10 GMT
Clea’s lips pressed together to stop the almost desperate sound slipping out between them. Her throat was so tight, like her vocal cords would snap with the delivered blow of her words. It was supposed to be Damian’s sister who took him down to his knees, but right now the power to make that happen lay in her hands and he was trying to make her feel better about the whole thing. She tried to swallow that feeling away, bringing her other hand up in a light fist to press the backs of her fingers against her lips. He wouldn’t be happier in just a few minutes, she’d have gutted him instead.
She went with Damien, letting him guide her inside. He wanted to take care of her, the same way she wanted to take care of him now, for all he’d done, for who he’d been since he’d given up on chasing his sister to take care of one of her victims. God, he had no clue yet that the only thing that was making her sick was the story she wasn’t telling. ”I thought that germs were off limits here, ‘specially with my nurse standing by.” It was a weak joke, one that came with a smile that didn’t make it all the way to her eyes. She’d tried in the dream to return the favour, but it had been the way it was with her dad in that first dream, all the life – the incredible light that drew people to them – spilling out into her hands.
Refusing to look at them, Clea curled them around herself instead. She couldn’t hold the news in, only hold herself together until she got it out, and then if he would let her, hold Damian together instead as maybe he was torn apart again by that decision whether to step back, or whether to finally lay hands on his sister. ”Alina,” Clea echoed hoarsely. Trying to ward off the bad news, she took his hand, clinging on like it would somehow make the news easier. Oh. Yeah. His lips thinned and she wanted to brush her thumb over them to break that stiff line.
They tugged into a smile a moment later, small, but undeniably there. Clea’s thumb settled at the point of her chin, worry for him twisting at her stomach. ”It’s not your feelings I’m worried about. It’s you.” Although they were one and the same really. She’d only been a baby when her sister had been killed, but just hearing about it later had torn a ragged hole in her heart. What would it do to you when you were the one whose hand was on the weapon? Somehow she doubted that Alina would feel the same. That was what vampires were like, weren’t they? They turned and suddenly it was a lump of coal in their chests instead of a heart, at least with the ones she’d ended up against.
Her eyes widened at the laugh that rolled out of him. Damian’s hand covered hers, easing it from his cheek. Easing away from her entirely. There was another hole opening up in her, surprisingly deep and painful. ”You don’t have to,” she said in a rush, staring at his back as he walked away from her. Clea’s arms went back around herself, every clink of the glass making some nerve jump beneath her skin before he slammed his glass down and had her flinching. ”If you don’t go after her, it’ll be different. She won’t get the chance to kill you.” Maybe. God she hated this, all the ifs, the infinite possibilities to sift through where the majority turned out badly.
It seemed as though Alina had already jabbed a blade in her brother’s back. Clea could almost see it there, twisting just out of his grip while Damian seethed. She frowned, wanting to go to him, to soothe the sting of the news. Her eyes searched his face as he turned to her, settling on his eventually. ”I don’t know what happened between the two of you…” Or what he’d meant by this – Angry? Bitter? Almost certainly hurt. She took a step towards him, wanting to reach out again, but not wanting him to pull away from her again. ”To see you hurt? Yeah. It scared me.” To know that she could lose him. It had been a blade to her own chest.
Woah. There was no way she was expecting him to turn his back on his sister – just to watch it, to try things another way. Clea took a step forward, her hand up to ward off the idea that she was the one who was going to end up hurt here. ”You can’t do it like this. I’ll help you, we’ll find a way to help your sister, but I can’t just sit here while you storm in there and she kills you. Just don’t go today … maybe that’ll be enough to change things. I -I don’t know yet, but maybe if we leave it another night the dream’ll change and you’ll be OK. Can you give me that long? Please?” There was a pleading edge to her voice as she stopped in front of him. She expected Damian to pull away, to push her away, but she settled her hand on his chest, her fingers curling into his shirt. Oh, she wasn’t below begging, not when it avoided her worst nightmare.
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DAMIAN
Demon
Posts: 52
Played by:
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Last seen Nov 19, 2024 19:53:23 GMT
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Post by DAMIAN on Dec 2, 2022 15:06:51 GMT
━ i know what i am when you're here ━ Damian felt a gentle smile begin to tug at the corners of his lips once he registered Clea's joke, his worry beginning to ebb away slowly. "You're quite right about that." He played along with the same smile still on his lips. If any demon were to see the sincere smile on his lips, they would surely think that there was something off about him. Usually, demons only seem to really showcase any emotions once they have dealt someone else a great deal of pain. But for some reason, Damian's smile wasn't because of that. Maybe something's wrong with him, after all. But thankfully, there were no prying eyes to judge or peel him apart to figure out why he was behaving this way.
Though it wasn't long before that smile of his was long gone as the conversation took a turn and the reason behind Clea's concern became apparent. Alina. As always, his sister was excellent in putting a damper on his mood. Damian longed to rid himself of that cursed name and the relation that stopped him from actually going through with his plan to kill her. He wondered if driving a stake through her heart would be enjoyable due to his demonic nature or if he'd drop the stake and allow her the chance to drive it through his own blackened heart instead. Clea made it clear to him that the reason behind her worry wasn't because she was concerned about how he'd feel after getting rid of his sister but instead, she was worried about him. Not his feelings. Just him.
It only went to prove his thought from earlier: He won't be able to go through with it and instead, she'd be the one to emotionlessly drive the stake through his heart. The realization left a bitter taste on his tongue because it seemed like his sacrifice had not been enough. It seemed that the gratitude he was looking for won't be found any time soon. His sister felt nothing toward him, not even the slightest hint of gratitude. She only felt hatred toward him when all he'd done was protect her when he'd longed for someone to do the same thing for him. Dying by the claws of those beasts had been painful and it made his chest ache as if he could feel their claws slashing repeatedly at his flesh until he was long gone.
"Oh, but I do." Damian had sold his soul to bring her back and because of that, he'd given her the chance to become the monster that she is today and because of her, he became the monster that he is today. He could sense how worried Clea was about him and it left a certain warmth in his chest, slowly putting out the flames of hatred and anger that seemed to roar to life whenever he thought of Alina. "Or perhaps now that I know the outcome, I'll be able to evade death." He despised the uncertainty of it all and truth be told, the thought of dying scared him because he didn't want to leave Clea. Being with her made him feel something, having her around brought all sorts of vibrant colors back into his otherwise monochrome life. He doesn't want to give that up. He worried that if he were to go back to Hell, where he ultimately belongs, he will become unrecognizable.
He turned to face Clea and once again, letting his eyes settle on her seemed to soothe the pain he was experiencing as his expression softened, his betrayed frown nowhere to be found. "I want to tell you. But I can't seem to find the right time to do so. Perhaps I also worry that by telling you, you'll begin to see me... differently." Damian's eyes searched Clea's. He could feel the truth hanging at the tip of his tongue, waiting to be spilled, but he pushed it back for now. "I'm sorry." Damian replied, his voice laced with tenderness when Clea admitted that seeing him that way had scared her. It felt weird, having someone worry about him, but it was the good kind of weird.
Damian knew that leaving Alina in town was out of the picture. She was already wreaking so much havoc and he was worried that she'd settle her eyes on Clea next, especially after seeing how close they'd gotten since Damian had first saved her from his sister's sharp teeth. As messed up as it may sound he'd much rather lose his sister than Clea. Talk about being a great brother, huh? Damian frowned at the thought but found himself snapping out of his thoughts as Clea started speaking. He could tell how much Clea disliked the idea of him going after his sister, especially after telling him about the outcome of the battle. The pleading tone made his frown ease away and the way she held onto his shirt made his eyes soften as he lifted his hand and let it gently rest on Clea's cheek, giving her all the space she needed to pull away. He hoped that his touch would soothe the sting of him pulling away earlier. It was always easier for him to pull away from people than to let them worm their way closer to his heart. But he believed that it was already too late to push Clea away from his heart because she was already occupying his heart and mind. "Thank you, for worrying about me. I must admit, I've never had anyone worry about my wellbeing this way before." Damian admitted, his thumb brushing gently against her cheek.
"It's not that I don't trust you to help me, sweetheart. I trust you with my life." And he meant every word. Clea quickly made a space for herself in his heart and even though that alone worried him, he knew it was already too late for him to do anything about it. "I want to give you time, but I'm afraid that time's not on our side. It hasn't been ever since Alina set foot in this town." Damian moved his other free hand to let it rest on top of Clea's closed fists, not to pry her hands away but to comfort her.
"I'm worried that if I don't go today, she'll strike first. What if she finds you again? How do I know that she doesn't have any of her minions following my every move, reporting to her how we've already spent so much time together? Her anger and vengeance knows no boundaries. Trust me, I know my sister better than anyone. She's not below playing dirty to hurt me. I can't bear the thought of you getting hurt, so if the choice is between putting myself at risk, or losing you, then I'm sure you know which one I'll choose, Clea." Damian's voice was soft as he spoke, his eyes still searching Clea's. His lips stretching into a small but gentle smile, the sole purpose of its existence was to reassure Clea.
"I know that the timing's not right to tell you more about myself, but what I can tell you at least is that I won't be easy to take down. You've seen my strength, to an extent." When he was questioning the guy about his sister's whereabouts, how he'd been able to lift the other's heavier body without breaking a sweat. It, at least, showcased that he possessed supernatural strength. "So, please, little one, trust that I won't die tonight."
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CLEA GIVENS
Psychic
Posts: 320
Age:
30
Occupation:
Bartender at the Grill
Status:
Interested In
Partner:
Damian
Played by:
ANGE
Last seen Nov 20, 2024 19:58:46 GMT
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Post by CLEA GIVENS on Dec 4, 2022 18:13:44 GMT
Thanks to her dad she could probably patch up a physical wound, a minor one at least. Pressure, pressure could help almost anything, but it did nothing to stop the emotional bleeding. Clea felt like she’d opened up a wound a mile wide as she’d set aside the jokes and wiped the smile off of Damian’s face with just a few words. From the moment he’d found her in that alleyway it had been his hands covering her wounds – the physical and the emotional, the ones she didn’t even know she’d had – but hers wouldn’t do the same. How did you do that once you’d opened them up?
Damien had inches on her, probably weighed twice what she did, but if wrapping herself around him here would prove any sort of anchor, she’d do it and hold on for however long it took his sister to leave town. Someone like her would surely draw the wrong attention somewhere, some hunter would drive a stake home through her heart so Damian wouldn’t have to do it himself. It wouldn’t have to be his hand on the stake, his heart shattering afterwards.
Clea shook her head, the tears burning hotter in her eyes. She peeled a hand off of her arm to knuckle them away. ”You don’t.” she argued, wondering if it would be worse to offer to find someone who would do this. Someone she knew had to … there were plenty in this town like her family after all. People who’d lived through the worst of it, just the way Damian already had. They wouldn’t have any sympathy for a woman who’d feasted her way through town. She probably didn’t know the real way of any of this, but she knew her own abilities and they had been what had driven her here in the first place. They could try, twisting this any way they could, but as long as Damian ended up in that hotel room today, chances were he would die. Clea pressed her lips together, shaking her head. ”It’s not likely. That’s why I don’t want you to go.” But her desires had nothing to do with this, did they? It was between Damian and her sister and her abilities – and Alina’s hunger – had just thrown her in the middle of it.
Tell me. The words almost burst out of her, but Clea felt them stop in her throat like thorns. Now could be the right time, death turned aside by the truth that would be shared between the two of them. Her arms tightened around herself, her weight sending her swaying as she fought against moving towards him. ”She’s the one who should apologise, not you.” It seemed as though Alina’s fingerprints were all over Damian’s misery. Closer now, Clea could see the softening in his expression. ”Nothing’s going to change the way I see you. When you could have gone after her, you chose to save me. That’s the man I know, the one I believe in.” There had been that flash of someone else, of that burning anger in the alleyway, but in the end Damian had chosen to let her try. She couldn’t believe he would’ve hurt that man, or anybody else. Except for his sister.
There was that tenderness she knew filtered through every part of him – his hand rising to rest on her cheek as she held onto him, that anchor she’d considered being. Clea nuzzled her cheek into his touch, brushing her lips into the heel of his palm before she let out a small sound of amusement. ”You deserve someone to. What your sister has done to you … that’s not love, that’s not care. You need to trust that.” Like he trusted her. The admission had a sob rolling through her. Alina might’ve been sipping champagne, or some poor victim’s blood in the hotel, but the real damage was already being done here. ”Then please trust me now and don’t go.” The clock was already ticking down in Damian’s head and now rattled in her bones. She’d always coped with being the one to leave, not looking back, not worrying too much about if she’d see someone again, because that was the way her life was. From the start Damian had been something different.
Swaying closer, Clea wanted to drop her head and curl into him, like she had done that first night here. He was safety, from his sister, from the other things that tore this town apart while calling it home. ”I’m not weak,” Clea promised. ”You’ve seen what I can do. If she does come for me, I can fight and I will stop her this time.” Only she hadn’t in the dream, had she? She’d failed and Damian had been hurt, and every time she’d woken up before Alina had died – if she ever did. ”I can’t bear the thought of losing you either, which is why I’m begging now. Do you think I’m gonna be able to cope with knowing that you went there because I told you where she was?” That double edged sword was running right through her.
The tears broke over her lashes as he smiled at her. He’d always been a huge presence – big, strong, scary if you couldn’t see the man beneath like she could. Clea tried to swallow the tears back, to trust him as he asked, but she’d also learned to trust in her own abilities and this was a war between those beliefs. ”Let me come with you?” she asked, resting her forehead against the hand he had settled over hers. ”I know you want to protect me, but I want to do the same. Maybe if I’m there? I can stop it.” She lifted her head, drawing in a deep breath before she pressed her lips to his almost fiercely. ”It’s … the suite on the 9th floor. Please, don’t let her hurt you…” The words felt like they shivered their way free as she spoke them against his mouth. A plea for the universe to make her a liar for once.
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DAMIAN
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Post by DAMIAN on Dec 5, 2022 18:15:39 GMT
━ i know what i am when you're here ━ Damian caught a glimpse of the shine of Clea's eyes and just like that, his shoulders sagged in defeat as his lips parted to let out a sigh. He wanted to stand his ground and let Clea know that since he had been the one to bring Alina back to life, dealing with her should be his responsibility. But he felt all the fight leave him as he shook his head, murmuring something about Clea not being fair. Or perhaps he was just the one who was too weak. "Trust me, if there was another way, I would've chosen that in a heartbeat. But there isn't." Damian breathed out, finding it difficult to hold any ill feelings toward Clea because he knew her concern stemmed from a good place that cared deeply and he was pretty damn lucky to be on the receiving end of that.
"To tell you the truth, little one, I don't think she ever will." Damian didn't think she was even capable of feeling regret, or anything for that matter. Wasn't it ironic that he was the demon between the two of them and he was the one he felt things a lot more intensely? Because at the end of the day, Alina's humanity still existed somewhere in that dark, and bitter soul of hers while Damian's humanity was tortured out of him the second he found himself in hell ━ or, at least, it should've been tortured out of him. But if that were the case, then what were those things he felt whenever he was close to Clea?
Damian's expression softened as he registered Clea's words, they helped soothe a fire that he hadn't realized was burning in him from the second he started feeling something for Clea. The fear of losing her entirely if she ever learned of his demonic nature. It made him push away the thought of ever telling her but Clea's words had reassured him and just like that, he was once again reconsidering telling her the truth because he knew there was nothing worse than being kept in the dark. He'd just have to find the right time to do so and he knew the right time wasn't now, not when it felt like he was in a chess game with Alina so close to taking him out. He only had one move left. "Thank you. Your words mean a lot to me. I must admit, I have been rather anxious about this subject in particular, but not anymore." Damian admitted with a small smile tugging at the corners of his lips.
You deserve someone to. Damian felt something clench in his chest ━ he wanted to believe it was just the host's heart doing its thing, it would be a lot easier to rationalize it that way, but he knew better, the emotion that he felt as Clea's words washed over him was sadness. The way he thought of himself was always so harsh, viewing himself as nothing other than a monster, that's what he was, after all. A damned creature sent to Earth to wreak havoc and claim innocent lives as though they were trophies to be placed on display for the whole world to see. But the way that Clea saw him was different and she was beginning to make him see himself in a different light, too. He never wanted to go to Hell, he never wanted to become this version of himself, he never would've given up his soul if it weren't for his sister and that thought alone made him want to hate her. If she hadn't been a part of his life then... Damian snapped out of his thoughts before they could progress and wind up swallowing him whole, blinking a few times. "I━" Damian's lips parted slightly, his words were hanging off the tip of his tongue, refusing to budge as he instead stared at Clea, unsure of what to say. But he knew what he was feeling now. It was no longer sadness but gratitude. He was grateful that he had Clea in his life. His world would have been a much, much darker place had it not been for her radiating presence in it. "I do, little one. I trust that with my whole heart. I trust you."
Damian could tell that the thought of him leaving was putting her through so much pain and he wanted to take all of that pain and carry it instead. He hated seeing Clea like this. He realized with each attempt to gently reject her offer to tag along or to wait that he was only hurting her some more, placing even more anxiety within her and that was never his intention. His intention had always been to protect her because she was the only damn good thing in his life and he'd be damned (even more so that he already was) if he let anything bad happen to her.
"You're making this really, really difficult for me." The determination from before to say no to Clea was beginning to ebb away and instead, he found himself leaning more toward letting her tag along. After all, how could he continuously say no to her? He was a weak, weak demon, wasn't he? "Of course you're not, little one. Never doubted your capabilities. Not even for a second." He didn't see her as a frail woman always in need of protection or a knight in shining armor. He'd be really stupid to see her that way. But instead, he saw a determined, brilliant, strong and undoubtedly special woman instead. "No. I don't think so. I don't wish for you to regret ever being open with me either." He'd hate to think that his actions would make her think that he wasn't trustworthy. His lips parted, ready to tell her that he wasn't going to leave but then ultimately stopped when she asked if she could come with him.
Damian's shoulders sagged in defeat, yet again, unsure where that determination to keep her out of harm had gone. Damian was quiet, uncharacteristically so for someone who always had something to say, as he listened to Clea. Once again, he was ready to tell her that she can come along but then her felt her lips against his own. If he didn't hate Alina before, he sure as hell hated her now for making the kiss tainted with fear, and uncertainty when it should've been exchanged under much happier circumstances but then again, he found himself completely lost in the feeling of Clea's lips and wondered just why the hell he hadn't done it first and a lot sooner. But you know what, the kiss was perfect for him regardless. His eyes remained closed for a moment before he finally opened them. When Clea revealed where Alina was, he felt his lips part without permission and soon his voice followed. Traitors. "Thank you. I promise you that I will not." It was a big promise, especially since he wasn't certain he'd be able to keep it, but he'd be damned (you get it now) if he didn't try. "And I accept your offer. From before." Damian surprised himself by saying that out loud. He was supposed to hold his ground, so why...? Ah, it's because he was one hell of a weak fucking demon, wasn't he? At least when it came to Clea. "You can come with me. I suggest that we move fast to catch her off-guard. But first, I need to grab something from my room. Wait for me, okay? I'll be back before you know it, love." Damian leaned forward to leave behind a gentle kiss on Clea's forehead before stepping back so he could turn around and make his way upstairs to the master bedroom. He'd have to grab the stake from his wardrobe. He'd just have to stop Alina himself, even if it meant doing the hard thing by driving that stake through her heart.
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CLEA GIVENS
Psychic
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Post by CLEA GIVENS on Dec 8, 2022 23:15:11 GMT
She couldn’t even pretend to know what Damian’s relationship with his sister was really like. The morning after Alina had bitten her some of the story had spilled out – enough that she could piece together what had happened to her at least – but those tiny, obviously painful details of what had gone on between the siblings were lost to her. The truth of it would probably explain why all of this was so inevitable for him (there had to be some way out) and why Alina hated her brother so much. Demanding it now was wrong though. Could she have pulled out all the details she knew when she’d first met SJ in the farmhouse? No, these things took time, and in Damien’s soft words Clea could tell they didn’t have it. His mind was made up.
The part of her that had seen shook with fear and anger. Clea’s throat grew tight again, the words there has to be stoppered in it. She couldn’t tell him a way and that pained her, although not as much as the thought of losing him. If there was one cell in Alina’s body that still cared for her brother she wouldn’t do this. Damian seemed to think that all of that had been boiled out of her at the turning though, his belief now breaking her heart. ”You think she’s incapable of it now?” she asked hoarsely, although she knew the truth. Like Morgan had been destroyed by that thing that had possessed her friends, what Alina had become had destroyed her, leaving someone that looked the same before, but wasn’t the sister Damian must have believed she was during her human life. Although, Clea supposed, she didn’t know what that woman had been like either.
Damian might have been holding a million things back from her – things he was ashamed of, that he thought she somehow couldn’t understand or forgive – but whatever they were didn’t matter. She’d done regretful things of her own, had seen what good people were truly like (and she wouldn’t have counted herself amongst them too often), and she knew that Damian was one of them, no matter what had happened in that alleyway. The corner of her mouth twitched up, her smile sad, but genuine. ”I swear, you never have to be anxious with me. I know who you really are.” And if that man did break the fate her dreams had laid out and killed his sister, he would hurt for having had to do it. The first night she’d met, he’d been there to pick her up and carry her out, and although her chances of actually sweeping him off his feet without using every ounce of power inside herself (and causing a nosebleed that would gush like a firehouse), she would carry him in other ways.
Wisdom wasn’t one of those ways. She definitely wasn’t anything like her parents that way, but her words had to have hit. Clea watched him blink at her, the stuttered start of something jamming itself up in her mouth. It had been too much, instead of convincing him of something, she’d sucker punched him with – alright, it had been the truth – something he didn’t need to hear right at this minute, even if he should’ve heard it before. Clea swallowed back the apology, reaching up to curl her fingers around his wrist to squeeze lightly in reassurance. Only Damian was giving it to her, instead of the other way around. ”But you can’t do what I ask, not matter how much you trust me,” she said almost matter of factly. Her breath huffed out into the cradle of his palm. There was no question to that now. He’d made up his mind. He was going, he was going to get hurt, and while she – and they, if somehow Damian survived it – picked up the pieces, Alina would stroll away again to hurt someone else.
Please, please, please. Clea wasn’t sure whether the plea was meant to be for some higher power to intercede, or to silently convince Damian that this was a good move. The smile his admission brought on was strained, but it was a smile instead of a sob rolling out as she looked up at him. ”Good,” she breathed. ”It’s probably wrong of me, but if I can still find some way to get you to stay, I’ll do it. If I have to come along with you, or fight Alina when she comes for me, I’ll do that too.” Anything to avoid that loss, that small piece of her that glowed even now being torn out of her. Of course, he didn’t doubt her, even if his pet name for her made her feel small and delicate – and warmed her heart – he trusted her. ”If you believe in them, and you trust me, then please…” Another plea that seemed to break off in her mind before she found the whole truth of it. ”I won’t regret that, just that I couldn’t save you,” Clea admitted hoarsely. What good was the power to see if it didn’t allow you to save the lives of the people who meant most to you?
The thought cut deep, slicing through all her desire to stop him now. It wouldn’t work, all it would do was drive him to go alone and then there really was no hope. Clea saw Damian’s shoulders slump with resignation in the heartbeat before she kissed him. For months it felt as though they’d danced around this, Damian’s toes right up to the line and every time she could have leaned in, she hadn’t. That was one regret right there, leaving this until it was a matter of do it now or never be able to. God, if she’d known. Everything they could be poured into it with all she hadn’t said. It almost felt wrong to punctuate it with the location of the room where Damian could die. Clea pressed her lips to the back of Damian’s hand as he thanked her. It was a promise she wasn’t sure he could keep, but she wanted so badly to believe.
Drawing in a breath, Clea looked up as he gave in. Her smile was flickering back, the knot in her chest beginning to unravel. At least with her there it was two against one. ”Thank God,” she said softly. ”D-don’t take too long. I’ll be ready.” She squeezed his hand as he stepped back, the feel of his lips still there on her forehead. He vanished upstairs, leaving her to wander over to the fire, Clea held her hands out, warming fingers that were warmer than when she’d arrived, but were still colder than she liked. It took a good five minutes for them to feel thawed, five minutes for her to realise that moving fast had suddenly turned to this was far too slow. Her heart fluttered almost painfully in her chest as she started up the stairs. It didn’t take more than a few seconds to tear through the place and realise that he’d decided to protect her after all. ”You promised.” The words whispered out of her, cold, painful. With the tears in her eyes the only that was burning, Clea tore back downstairs and ran for her car.
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DAMIAN
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Post by DAMIAN on Dec 9, 2022 1:46:46 GMT
━ i know what i am when you're here ━ Damian nodded his head even though admitting that didn't bring him much joy. "Now more than ever, I'm afraid. She never used to be like this. To tell you the truth, Alina was ━ quite caring and nice, in the past. She was all I had before everything turned to shit." It was his job as the older brother to protect her from harm, but instead, she'd gotten hurt and killed while he was away and when he tried to fix the problem, it seemed as though it had only festered and grew into something else entirely. His sister completely shifted as though she had become possessed by somebody else. Someone who was a monster. There was not a single trace of his caring and loving sister anywhere and instead, he found himself staring into a pair of eyes devoid of any emotions. Alina had been the type of person to wear her heart on her sleeves, but it seemed like those sleeves had been cut off entirely and her heart was simply nowhere to be found while his own seemed to beat continuously in his chest. Damian was well aware that it was only the heart of the meat suit that he was riding but it made him feel a small resemblance of normalcy.
Damian's expression softened at Clea's words as he nodded his head with a gentle smile tugging at his lips. "I trust you. I promise that I will tell you." That was a promise he was willing to keep. He trusted her and he knew that she wasn't just saying that to make him feel better. He knew her better than that and she wasn't the type to lie. "I assure you that it does not bring me any joy to say no to you." Damian released a soft sigh, his eyes moving away from Clea for a moment. He could feel his own resolve weakening with each tear he saw in Clea's eyes, with each plea that left her lips. Damian was quickly realizing just how weak he actually was for Clea.
Damian grumbled something under his breath about Clea being unbelievable, hating how weak he was for her. The longer she persisted, the weaker he got and soon, he found himself contemplating what might happen if he let her tug along which completely contradicted his words from earlier and his stern decline to her offer to come along. He wasn't so stern now, was he? But then again, how could he stay stern when he knew that the reason she was so persistent was because she was genuinely worried about his well-being. She wasn't just protesting for the hell of it, but because she genuinely wanted him to stay safe. She knew the outcome of the fight and now she was doing everything she could to change it. "Bloody hell..." Damian mumbled with a shake of his head.
The longer that Clea pleaded with him to change his mind, the harder it was to say no to her and when her lips pressed against his own, he completely abandoned the thought of saying no to Clea and instead found himself responding to the kiss with all of his might. He'd thought of kissing Clea so many times in the past but each time, he managed to talk himself out of doing it, reminding himself that a relationship between them would never work but as he felt her lips against his own, he completely forgot all about that and instead found himself longing for something more with Clea. "Alright. Alright, fine, you win." Damian finally said, surprising even himself by saying that out loud. Not long after, he was telling Clea to wait for him while he fetched something from upstairs. He nearly chuckled when she thanked the G-guy because it was really ironic to Damian but he managed to stifle his laugh and cleared his throat instead. "I won't." Damian promised. Yet another promise he broke after he got upstairs. He wanted to bring Clea with him but as he glanced down at the stake in his hand, he realized that it was going to get bloody, violent, and ugly. Even if Alina killed him, he didn't want Clea to see it. She didn't deserve to carry those nightmares or the guilt of knowing she could've saved him but failed to do so. Damian glanced at the door of his bedroom with a sad look on his face before he buried the stake in the inner pocket of his suit. He broke his promise by not going back for Clea, instead he disappeared from the bedroom without letting her know.
Soon enough, he found himself standing in front of the hotel once more. Last time had been a total waste because the hotel room looked completely abandoned with no trace of his sister anywhere. He knew that today will be different, however. Damian punched number nine in the elevator and watched the doors as they closed, his jaw clenched tightly.
He stepped back and looked up at the screen, watching the numbers as they increased slowly but surely. 7, 8, 9... The elevator stopped and the soft ding filled the otherwise tense silence. Damian pulled the stake out of his jacket, gripping it tightly in his hand as he watched the doors open, revealing the door to Alina's suite and outside of it were two men, dressed in all black. Bodyguards. Figures. "Who the hell are you?" One of them spoke up, both of them placing their hands on their guns. Damian's lips stretched into a relaxed smile as he placed his hands behind his back. "That's not important. You're not who I'm looking for. Out of my way." Damian tsked when they drew out their weapons. Though no shots were fired because they were both passed out before they could even press on the trigger. Damian grabbed the door handle next and used his strength to snap it out of place, opening the door not long after as he entered the suite to find even more bodyguards. For a strong vampire, she was certainly surrounded by vampires. His eyes relaxed on his sister who was feeding on some poor old chap who looked dead. His body dropped on the floor to join the other bodies there. "Found you." Damian pushed through gritted teeth as he began approaching his sister, her expression was flat as always. The bodyguards tried to stop him but they never stood a chance as they dropped one after the other until it was only the two of them standing. Her suite looked like a mess now. There was blood on the ground from her victims and trashed furniture from Damian throwing the bodyguards aside like they weighed nothing, deflecting their attacks with an air of cockiness as though he knew they wouldn't be able to do anything to him. He watched as Alina got up from where she was sitting, wiping the blood off the edge of her lips, her eyes once again devoid of any emotions. His eyes should have carried the same emptiness but his own displayed way too many emotions for them to look devoid.
There was betrayal, anger, and sadness. The grip he had around the stake tightened as his jaw flexed. Though a new emotion was added to the mixture when Alina leaned down to grab something. It was long, shiny, and the silver color of it was unmistakable. An angel blade. "How did you━?" The question barely fell from his lips when Alina attacked first without a hint of hesitation in her actions. "You have been a pain in my ass, Damian, and I don't like pain. Not unless I'm the one inflicting it, anyway." The way she said his name was full of mockery as she slashed him with the blade and for the first time that night, Damian bled and felt pain. Alina attacked with the goal to kill, her attacks were ruthless with barely any time in between. She didn't need time to think where to slash next because she simply did not care. "Revealing what you are to me the first time we met was a stupid mistake because now I know how to hurt you. How to kill you." Damian could feel his blood soiling the material of his dress shirt as he attacked Alina with the stake in his hand, though she deflected his attacks with the same cockiness that he carried with the bodyguards as though she was mocking him then grabbed a flask and uncapped it with her teeth, he wasn't given much time to wonder what it was because the burn that followed sent him staggering back, barely able to see anything as steam rose from his flesh, he felt her foot make contact with his chest, pushing him back until he lost his footing and found himself on the ground next to a passed out bodyguard. Ah, karma was a bitch, wasn't it?
When he finally managed to open his eyes long enough to see, Alina was standing over him with a grin that barely reached her eyes. It looked ━ creepy as shit. Just like a doll's smile. Bright, but devoid of any emotions. Alina looked like a product of his worst nightmare and he doesn't even fucking dream anymore.
"We are gonna have so much fun together. Or at least, I will." Alina wriggled the flask and blade again and now it was unmistakable. It was Holy Water. Damian could feel the heartbeat of his meatsuit slow down and it didn't take a genius to know that the man was barely hanging on by a thread especially with the blood he was losing from the deep gashes on his body, the wounds taking longer to heal since Alina was using an angel blade and not just any blade and now with him in pain too, he could barely protect either one of them. In the face of his ultimate demise, Damian couldn't help but lean his head back against the wooden tiles and let out a breathless laugh.
Well, fuck.
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CLEA GIVENS
Psychic
Posts: 320
Age:
30
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Bartender at the Grill
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Damian
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Post by CLEA GIVENS on Dec 13, 2022 22:18:13 GMT
It was hard to imagine the woman who’d tried to bleed her dry in that alleyway as caring or nice. She’d been charming, Clea supposed, but at the end of the day she knew that all she had been to Alina was a meal, to Damian she’d been so much more - someone, it seemed, nobody got to see now. In telling her of the woman Alina had once been, he was revealing just as much about himself, more than she’d known until now. It had been the two of them, almost the same way it had just been the three of them when she’d grown up - her, her mom, her dad, a tight little family that she still felt a little guilty for tearing apart. She wondered how much guilt Damian was carrying on his shoulders for what had happened to his sister. Was that what he was reluctant to tell her? The awful truth about what had happened to cost him the sister he’d known?
Seeing his expression soften as he promised to tell her at some point, Clea wanted to draw him into a hug, to hold him until the damn inside of him broke loose and he was able to let out whatever he thought would tear her away from him. He knew now that she’d hang on by her nails no matter what it was she was going to hear. ”Okay,” Clea said softly, nodding. She was impatient most of the time, had been the sort of kid who could drive everybody around her absolutely insane with questions, but for this she could wait, keeping her hands cupped, so to speak, ready to catch and hold onto whatever Damian trusted her with. His eyes moved away from hers, but she smiled almost sadly all the same. Her cheek pressed into his palm, her fingers tracing the thin skin of the inside of his wrist slowly. ”That makes two of us this brings no joy to.” The only joy she would’ve got was convincing him to stay, but with each passing minute it seemed less and less likely that Damian would accept her warning and stay right here.
Laying on the guilt to make it happen felt a little shitty, but it was better having to apologise later - having the opportunity to apologise, than losing any chance of him staying alive. She looked rueful as she told him in no uncertain words that she’d come along at least, the sorry filling her eyes as he started to mutter about her under his breath (well, her name had been in the mix somewhere). ”Please.” It was a hoarse plea, repeated like the word alone was a battering ram that would eventually smash through his determination to keep her away from the fight and safe. Clea let out a ragged breath when it eventually worked, the final blow, she was sure, delivered by the kiss that she finally gave him. All those months dancing around it, with Damian slowly eroding her own barriers. She didn’t bounce on her toes in joy, but it was a close run thing. Clea’s smile filled with relief, her fingers squeezing his as they parted. Winning had always felt good, this was different though. It was like a tiny cog had slipped into place in her chest, everything whirring away differently now.
It should’ve been a purr, the two of them working together making all of this run smoothly. Should’ve being the operative word. She should’ve known that he’d given in too early. She should’ve know that his admissions that he was desperate to protect her and do this all himself would win out over everything. Discovering that he was gone snapped those cogs clean in half and maybe took her heart with them. Clea tore out the door, letting it bounce shut behind her. The car keys dropped from her numb fingers as she jammed them into the car door. It took three tries to start it and a screamed sob at an old man idling at a green light to work her way across town. Too long, too long. ”If you can’t drive, get off the damn road!” She felt the heat of shame work its way up into her cheeks as she tore past him. Clea dashed her tears away, still seeing the road as a blur as she screeched into the curb outside of the hotel.
Five, ten minutes tops, that was all that Damian could’ve been ahead of her now. The dark haired guy behind the counter, all glossed up and polite until he saw her go to steam past, called out to her like he was going to stop her. Clea twisted around as she ran across the lobby, her hands shaking as she threw them up at him. ”Did he go upstairs?” Confusion filled his face, his hand curling on top of the reception desk as he went to round it. God, were they all blind? She made some sound at him, unintelligible even to her and turned again, bolting for the elevator. Three slaps at the button had it pinging open in front of her. Twenty seconds maybe for the elevator to rise up through the floors, nerves fizzing and popping like live wires under her skin, threatening to burn through her. The moment the doors opened she charged out, barely stifling the shriek that tore out of her when she spotted the two men on the ground. All this time and bodies still scared the crap out of her.
Clea crept forward, one hand pressed to her stomach, the other held out to the side like she’d somehow be able to grab something and steady herself if one of them turned out to be Damian. No. It had happened in the suite, not here, with the entire place in ruins around him. Not him. The relief almost drove her to her knees as she reached the suite doors. They stood ajar, a wrecked room revealed through the gap. Blood, just as she’d seen in her vision. Bodies scattered on the ground like dolls cast aside. Damian was supposed to be one of them, that lanky form sprawled on the expensive carpet, blood and burn marks on his shirt, the eyes that were always so full of life dull and staring. She didn’t want to see, but she pushed the door open all the same. If there was a chance …
The last time she had seen Alina the brunette was blurring away from her in an alleyway, leaving behind a vague impression of a pretty face and cold eyes. Now there was a sick light in them as she stood over her brother. Damian was on the ground, blood already wicked into the fabric of his shirt. Alina was smiling, holding onto a bottle and a blade, blood already staining its silvery surface. ”Damian!” There was desperation in her voice as she threw her hands out, tossing one of the tipped over chairs in his sister’s direction, trying to drive her back and maybe even pierce what was left of the heart she’d once had with a poorly aimed leg.
”Get away from him. You’ve already hurt him, isn’t that enough for you? He’s your brother. How could you?” Confusion filled her eyes as she moved forwardly haltingly, hands still out like she could summon up some sort of shield and not just some weird magic that let her throw things through the air (still badly aimed things). ”Can you stand?” She wanted to look down at him, to cover those wounds with her hands and will those wounds away. Doing so would only leave her wide open to that bitch again though and this wasn’t the time to be putty in those vicious hands the way she’d once been.
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DAMIAN
Demon
Posts: 52
Played by:
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Last seen Nov 19, 2024 19:53:23 GMT
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Post by DAMIAN on Dec 15, 2022 20:28:38 GMT
━ i know what i am when you're here ━ Damian had wanted to keep Clea away from Alina, had wanted for her to stay safe, but she had managed to convince him even if it was only momentarily that he should take her with him. Damian was certain that he'd made up his mind about taking Clea with him but all it took was for her to kiss him for him to change his mind entirely. Damian was quickly realizing that he was incredibly weak when it came to Clea and it was that weakness that made him realize that he shouldn't let her come with him because then he would be worried about her since his sister was ruthless and would not hesitate to kill anyone who stood in her way. Losing Clea would be like losing his heart for the second time, he couldn't let that happen, not because of him or his crazy sister.
So, he broke his promise and instead choose to leave and now as he laid on his back with his sister looking down at him with those emotionless eyes, he realized that it had been a terrible mistake. He should have said his goodbyes, just in case. He should have told Clea the truth, he should have expressed to her just how much she meant to him but now he was out of time and he was going to die without seeing her. Damian found himself laughing at his terrible luck because of course he'd die just as he was starting to feel things. When he died the first time, he had been terrified out of his own skin and he had no doubt that the last expression on his face that night had been one of pure fear. But now as he stared at the angel blade, he refused to give in to the same fear, so instead, his grin remained on his face as he stared back at his sister, refusing to let her win again by seeing the fear in his eyes.
He waited for the moment that blade would disappear into his skin but that never actually happened. His grin faltered when he heard a familiar voice and he turned his head so quickly and sure enough, there she was. His knight in shining armor. "Clea?" Damian watched as she hurled the chair in the same direction as his sister, the display of power making his lips stretch into a small smile. Sure, it didn't hit, but hey, it was the thought that mattered, right? Damian moved his hand to one of the deeper gashes on his skin to slow the bleeding while his body healed.
He looked over at his sister and ask expected, there wasn't even the briefest flash of emotions while Damian's expression softened at Clea's words. He looked up at her from where he was on the ground and nodded his head at her question. "Yes, I can. This is just a scratch." He took in a deep breath before he sat up, his hands stained with the blood of his meat suit. Or was it also considered his own? Fuck if he knew the answer to that. He reached for the dropped stake before pushing himself up from the ground. He stood up straighter with a groan falling from his lips. Damian reached to place his hand on Clea's shoulder, his blood staining the material of her shirt without meaning to do so. "It's okay." He whispered to her before he moved closer to Alina, effectively bringing her attention back to him. "Well then, have at it." Damian spread his arms and let her attack first, though when she did, he managed to disarm her and soon, he was on top of her on the ground with his stake aimed at her heart but the tip never pierced through her skin. Instead, his hand trembled even when she grabbed the unattached leg of a broken chair and pushed it through his stomach, sending a wave of searing pain shooting through his entire body. It didn't kill him but it sure as hell hurt like a bitch, but even then...
Even then, he couldn't kill her.
His hesitance seemed to even surprise her. Damian tossed the stake aside with whatever strength he had left and looked down at his sister. "I can't." Damian whispered. "I came here with every intention to kill you but now that I'm looking at you, I can't do it. You're my little sister..." Damian shook his head, his eyes stinging with unshed tears. Ones he didn't allow to fall down his cheeks. He pushed himself off his sister and watched as she did the same, her hand reaching for the angel blade. This time, he didn't step out of the way and stood exactly where he was. She didn't attack, but her hand was lifted. She was going to. Damian pulled the chair leg out of his stomach with a groan, letting it drop beside him on the ground. With a shaky sigh, he started speaking again. He had a feeling she was giving him the chance to continue, so he figured he should make it count and be honest. "Perhaps forgiveness is not something that you deserve after everything you have done, all the people you have undoubtedly hurt and killed, but I am not much better, am I? So perhaps it is time for me to get off my high horse and realize that I'm just as damned so it's pretty unfair of me to judge you for the way you are now, especially since I can't help but think that it's all because of me. So, I'm sorry, Alina. For everything. For leaving you behind and for finding you too late. I'm sorry. I regret not being able to save you on time more than anything in this world because it was supposed to be us against the world, wasn't it? But I let you down. I made you feel like it was you against the world." Damian offered a small sad smile and watched as Alina hesitated for the first time that night as she looked at him without saying anything at first. "I am truly sorry." Damian repeated, meaning every word that escaped his lips, especially each apology. He watched as she lowered her hand down and looked at him without saying anything and for the first time, he saw a flash of emotion but then she chose that particular moment to blur away, leaving the two of them behind. Damian turned his attention to Clea now that Alina was no longer a threat and sent a small smile over at her. "You came," he spoke up as he slowly approached her. "I believe I owe you an apology as well, little one. I shouldn't have left you behind like that. I just ━ I couldn't bear the thought of losing you. I really am sorry."
CLEA GIVENS
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CLEA GIVENS
Psychic
Posts: 320
Age:
30
Occupation:
Bartender at the Grill
Status:
Interested In
Partner:
Damian
Played by:
ANGE
Last seen Nov 20, 2024 19:58:46 GMT
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Post by CLEA GIVENS on Dec 20, 2022 15:43:42 GMT
It was just like her dream. Laid out in a bloody tableau, caught in that breathless moment before the blade descended and punctured Damian’s chest. This time she wasn’t going to wake up, shaking, crying, hoping there was still something she could do about it. This time she stopped it here and now, or the man who’d come to mean so much to her died. Clea didn’t need to think twice. Whatever was in her welled up as it had done before, the instinct to protect, him, her own heart, even the woman Damian’s sister had once been bubbling out on that wave of power. Her bones practically vibrated with it. Her parents had tried to shield her from all of this for good reason, but now it felt as though everything that had built over the last few years to peel back the layers that had hidden it all, had brought her here.
The chair shattered usually against the wall behind Alina. A disappointment, but Clea stepped forward anyway, trying to shuffle into that no man’s land between Damian and his sister as Alina stood there silently. She didn’t trust that the vampire wouldn’t move with the speed she knew they were capable of. Green eyes remained on her, narrowed, glittering with the tears that were ready to fall. She had seen the blood on Damian, knew she was already too late to stop him being hurt, but she could still prevent his death. His voice was a reassurance, his nod a twitch she caught out of the corner of her eye. The laugh spilled out of her, squeezing past the knot in her throat. ”It looks like more than a scratch, she cut you. It’s … It’s …” She wanted to tell him that it was alright, that they’d get him to the hospital. Not right now though, not with Alina standing in front of them with the blade still in her hand.
Damian did it for her, as he stood and settled his hand on her shoulder. Finally she looked away, up at him, down to her shoulder where the blood from his hands – his blood – stained her shirt. ”N-no. She’s going to kill you, Damian … don’t …” She yelled as he stepped past her, arms stretched, inviting Alina to attack. Clea stumbled aside, trying to find some angle to help from, but it was all over and done with before she could so much as raise a hand again. Damian was on top of his sister on the ground, the tip of the stake at Alina’s chest. Clea looked around for something to keep Alina there with, because he … he couldn’t do what should’ve been done. The stake wasn’t punching through Alina’s chest as it should’ve done. The vampire took advantage of it, jabbing a leg of the chair she’d broken through Damian’s stomach. The scream rose like a tsunami in her throat. ”No!” Poor heartbreak rang in the sound as Clea fell to her knees beside them, power rippling through her but not exploding outwards to wipe out that bitch in a hail of shrapnel from what had been the expensive, now shattered furniture in the room. Damian would be caught in it too and he was … he was still breathing.
Seeing the stake tumble aside, Clea reached for it with shaking hands. Damian couldn’t do it. In the end his love for his sister was too great. She understood, after all that had happened with SJ and hearing about Morgan, Clea knew how hard it was to see something in someone you loved and be able to do nothing about it because of that love. They separated and her eyes were on him, the blood that poured from the wound in his stomach as he tried to give her forgiveness. She made a pained sound as Alina’s hand lifted with the blade in it. Clea blinked away the tears, trying to clear her vision to see where she was going to stab the stake. The vampire wasn’t moving though, she was listening to the words of love and forgiveness that spilled from her brother. With possibly his last breath he was going to give her that. A good man was going to die and she was sitting here, letting it happen.
Clea’s head dropped, tears rolling down her face. His words had as much chance as a novice with a stake in her hand didn’t they? It was the one part of all of this she hadn’t dreamed. Maybe Alina had heard them, or decided that her brother was going to die, even without the last cut. The vampire blurred out past them, the speed of her exit blowing Clea’s hair across her face, she shoved it back, throwing the now pointless stake aside. He was … moving. No, no. That was what you weren’t supposed to do when you were hurt that way, it made the bleeding worse. Clea scrambled up, reaching for him with shaking hands to stop him. One pressed to the bloodied mess of his stomach, the tears blurring everything into a red mess. ”I couldn’t sit there knowing what she was going to do. No…” she sniffled as she pressed harder against his stomach. The wound had to be bad, the leg had gone right through. Sometimes people ran on pure adrenalin didn’t they.
Her lower lip quivered as she looked up at him. Was she still going to lose him? Please God, not after he had managed to change the course of what fate said was supposed to happen here. ”No, you don’t have to apologise. You wanted to save me from seeing this, from her hurting me the way she hurt you. I understand … but I couldn’t stay away. Oh God, she … we need to call an ambulance, you need the hospital. She … r-right through… you need to lay down, s-stop the bleeding. I can’t lose you now, please…” The plea was there again, her other hand coming up to flutter gently against his cheek. It all still felt like it was balancing on a knife edge and any moment fate would decide which way to cut … possibly straight through her heart.
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DAMIAN
Demon
Posts: 52
Played by:
noe
Last seen Nov 19, 2024 19:53:23 GMT
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Post by DAMIAN on Dec 24, 2022 21:10:14 GMT
━ i know what i am when you're here ━ Damian's expression softened at the concern hanging onto the edge of Clea's tone. "It's okay, little one. I'm okay." Damian reassured her in a gentle tone that was reserved just for her. With how he looked right now, he knew that his words weren't quite reassuring. He wanted to say more but with his sister still present in the suite, he didn't want to test her patience and didn't want her to hurt Clea, so he took it upon himself to stand before Clea which forced his sister's attention back to him. Damian felt as though having Clea in his life filled him with the urge to live, because if it weren't for her, he would have let his sister kill him because living would just be pointless without her. Damian found himself fighting hard to change the course of fate that Clea had seen in her dream, fought to push aside the version of him that was destined to die tonight and instead come out of here alive so he could save her from seeing him die right before her eyes. He didn't want to leave her behind with a gaping wound that'd be near impossible to heal right away, so he found himself fighting his sister with newly found purpose. He wanted to live, for her sake. He had so much to live for now and it was all thanks to her.
Damian felt as though he'd been stabbed through the heart with a blade doused with Holy Water upon hearing the way she'd screamed when Alina had pushed that chair leg through his stomach. Had Damian been honest for once, she would have known that it would take more than that to kill him. If she had stabbed him with that cursed blade, he would have died in an instant, but it was just a chair leg. Though from Clea's point of view, it still looked quite dangerous. A fatal wound if he wasn't careful. He will have to reassure her later that his body will heal. But for now, he needed to deal with his sister. Truth be told, Damian didn't believe that his words were going to have any power over his sister but he was proven wrong when something seemed to flicker in his sister's otherwise soulless eyes. Damian expected to feel the blade in his heart but instead, his sister left the suite in a blur, ruffling his hair back as though a gust of wind had just blown past him. Damian felt his shoulders sag in relief before his attention drifted over to Clea who had tears streaming down her face and the sight alone nearly broke his heart into two pieces. Damian's expression softened some more when she came closer to him so she could press her hand against his stomach where he was bleeding quite a bit, his body taking a little longer than expected to heal due to how exhausted he actually was. "I appreciate that you came to my aid. My knight in shining armor." Damian's tone lacked any mockery, instead his words were tender and sweet, same with the smile that formed on his lips shortly after. "I saved you once, and so did you. We're even now, aren't we?" Damian's smile was still present on his lips, although he did look a little pale. Or at least, his meat suit did. The guy was still alive, but barely. He just hoped his body would heal in time because even though the guy was annoying as shit, Damian didn't wish for him to die.
Damian's hand lifted with the hopes of resting gently on Clea's cheek, though he gave her plenty of time to lean back from his touch if she wished to. "Don't cry, little one. It breaks my heart to see you like this." She was crying because of him. No... She was crying for him. Damian had never seen anyone cry for him before. He ached to wipe away her tears so his thumb did exactly that. Damian could tell that she was quite distressed over his wounds especially since he didn't look so hot either, so his hand moved down to rest on top of her hand that was trying its hardest to press against his wound to slow his bleeding down. "Look at me, little one." Damian could feel the burn marks on his face disappearing, so he wanted her to see that he was healing. He could feel the wound on his cheek closing too, leaving behind just smudged blood. "I'll be okay. I promise you." He reassured her gently. "Though I'll sit down to not distress you further." Damian promised with a quick nod of his head following.
"If you wish to, you can aid my body to heal quicker. Clean my wounds and what not. Unless you feel queasy over such things, then you needn't worry. I'll be good as new in just a few. In the meantime, you can sit by my side. Having you around helps quite a bit." Damian suggested as he gave her hand a gentle squeeze as if to silently tell her that he was going to move now. With a quiet groan, Damian made his way to the couch where he sat down a little harder than intended. "She took a lot out of me. I usually heal a lot quicker than this, but━" Damian released a soft sigh, his eyes relaxing on Clea once again. "I'm afraid my body has been pushed beyond its limits tonight." It made him realize just how close he'd gotten to dying tonight. Clea's dream almost become a reality had he not stood victorious over his sister in the last moment or so. "I believe I owe you an explanation now, don't I? I would have preferred for a little more time, but I don't wish to keep you in the dark a moment longer."
CLEA GIVENS
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CLEA GIVENS
Psychic
Posts: 320
Age:
30
Occupation:
Bartender at the Grill
Status:
Interested In
Partner:
Damian
Played by:
ANGE
Last seen Nov 20, 2024 19:58:46 GMT
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Post by CLEA GIVENS on Jan 7, 2023 17:34:39 GMT
Her dad had already been on the ground in the surgical tent when she’d reached him. Laying on the ground with one of the other surgeons trying to put pressure on the bullet wounds in his chest. His face had softened as he’d seen her there though, blood stained lips curving in a smile that should’ve been reassuring. I’m okay. Oh, she’d wanted to believe him, like she wanted to believe Damian now, but he hadn’t been. It had been months of rehab, surgeries, those scars left as puckered reminders whenever he’d stripped his shirt off in the heat. God, she wanted to believe him now, taking comfort from the use of that name, the one that had seemed ridiculous at first, but now it was wrapping around her. A promise in a way that she wanted to believe so badly. Clea’s laugh trailed away, replaced by tears she had to sniff back as she shook her head. Let him be okay. Let her be wrong just this once.
The plea repeated by a bell ringing in her head as Damian threw himself back into the fight, cut off by her scream as Damian was stabbed again. Okay had seemed a stretch before, now there was no way. It had gone … She should’ve pushed back into the fight, drawn up all that power inside of her to make Alina pay for everything she had done to her, the terrors she’d unleashed on her brother, for taking him from her. Violence might’ve ended it, might have killed her to, but it would’ve been something. Regrets would’ve eaten her alive … if words torn straight from his heart hadn’t been the key to unlock the door that offered another way out of this.
This wasn’t a time for laughing, but the sound huffed out of her anyway. Clea blinked, trying to clear her vision so she could see his face, the smile that clung on there, despite how much pain he must have been in. ”I guess that does,” she said softly, agreeing with his math. ”Don’t start counting though. It wasn’t about making us even. I couldn’t lose you.” The scales might have been balanced, but it had never been about any of that. She didn’t want this to be the sort of equation meant that the sum being square now left him walking away from her. What was between them didn’t hinge solely on the fact that he’d saved her life, it wouldn’t hinge on her saving his now, although that meant that it hadn’t all ended in a pool of his blood on the expensive carpet.
Clea pressed her cheek into the hand that rose to her face, her lips brushing the inside of her wrist as she tried to blink back the tears. He was still with her for now, but it didn’t meant that he wouldn’t still succumb to the injuries that had been torn right through him. ”I’m sorry,” she whispered, trying to sniffle it all back, but they kept coming. ”It breaks my heart to see you hurt.” What was he doing? She blinked again, frowning as his thumb brushed her tears away. His hand settled on top of hers, like he was trying to … Clea looked into his eyes, hers wide and glassy. Her mouth fell open as the burns on his face vanished, like some sort of Hollywood magic trick, the skin just … ”How did you do that? You were … she burned you. I saw it … you were hurt.” This time the promise struck and stuck, her heart beating harder in her chest and not out of the fear it had pounded with only a few minutes before. ”I think I need to sit down too,” she whispered. Before she fell on her ass, the amazement, confusion and the draining of all that adrenalin leaving her knees suddenly feeling weak.
Her hands fell away from him slowly as he squeezed her hand and drew back. Clea let out a small laugh, knuckling under her nose as she shook her head. She started after him slowly, sinking down carefully next to him on the couch, even though he’d said she could sit next to him and make him feel better. ”Oh, I’m not queasy,” she promised. ”My dad was a surgeon, I definitely can’t do that on you, but I clean a wound.” Even a hole like the one that had been torn through him. She eased closer, careful not to put her weight on him as she began to carefully unbutton his shirt. ”Given how she hurt you … I’m not surprised.” Well, in a way she was. She hadn’t expected that anybody could survive anything like that, especially since he had died in her dream.
The fabric was parted carefully, a small sound of distress rolling from her as she saw the wound in his abdomen. Not like the burns or cuts on his face that had now vanished, just leaving smeared blood behind. Clea looked around for something to clean the wound with, spotted the carafe of water and the cloth coaster under it on the side table, like the couch, one of the few pieces of furniture to survive the fight. She grabbed the cloth, dipped it into the water before she turned back and pressed it lightly to the skin around the wound. ”I’d say you do,” she said softly, her other hand reaching for his to squeeze lightly. ”I told you before, nothing you could say is going to make me leave. I get what it’s like to be something else. You’ve seen what I can do. Being a psychic isn’t easy. Whatever you are can’t be either, but I’m not going to run when things get difficult.” Unlike his sister, whose life had apparently taken a nasty turn after Damian had sacrificed himself for her somehow.
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